February 2025
Alan Walowitz
ajwal328@gmail.com
ajwal328@gmail.com
Author's Note: For February, our publisher, the indefatigable Jim Lewis, reminds us, Love is in the air. At the same time, being in a long-term, love-relationship--marriage or otherwise--can be a tough-go. Here's a poem that started out to be political, based on a quotation by former FBI Director James Comey. The poem, however, had a mind of its own and ended up being about marriage, maybe my own.
“Lordy, I Hope There are Tapes”
—James Comey, June 8, 2017 You call up the stairs to tell me what we’ll need to make it through the long night ahead. The water’s running and I can hardly hear, though you’re known to remind me to listen and to hear were never the same. No matter—we know this part always ends in a caustic, Nevermind. I do hear you slam the door and imagine your short, but hearty sigh before heading off into your day. I’m alone and now I can make mine the way I’d like— slowly with a teaspoon and a little cream, though, Lordy, I hope there are tapes for later when I get to the grocery and this great forgetfulness is bound to come over me once surrounded by the bounty of America: shelves stacked with goods, no one could ever use, given even a lifetime; the produce shaped into so many pyramids we’d once hoped to visit, but now know we never will; the prepared foods, chilled, and ready to be reheated and consumed but where should we put them if left uneaten when our day is done? This is a great land with so many choices of who to believe and why, and infinite possibilities of what to buy, so please don’t berate me when I call you again to ask what I need to bring. I know we already have everything and are likely still to feel we’ve been taken, and underserved, and finally, and fatally, misunderstood. Though, Lordy, I hope there are tapes of the ill-remembered night so long ago when we fell into each other’s arms.
Originally published in New Verse News
©2025 Alan Walowitz
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