September 2024
Sandra Giedeman
giedemansandra@gmail.com
giedemansandra@gmail.com
Bio Note: I live in San Clemente and grew up in St. Louis, Missouri. I love California and like to write about family and place. I have one book, In This Hour and won the Mudfish Poetry Prize awarded by Charles Simic. A few publications are The Courtland Review, Bellevue Literary Review, and Paris Atlantic.
Rust Belt Blues
Another pickup truck morning in the sweat-dripping Illinois summer. He’s leaving night shift at the steel mill. Hank Williams on the morning AM. Burly, no-neck millwright and union steward, my father, swinging his lunch pail as a weapon. His language of blast furnace, hod carrier, slag, coke oven. His utter contempt for company men. Working where his father and grandfather had. Grimy hands even pumice couldn’t scrub clean. Goggles, steel-tipped work shoes, five children who left for the Coast leaving him in his rusty world where the mill and the Catholic church closed. When the final mill whistle blew, he stood in the street calling out, only to hear an answering echo.
Family
We are a patchwork of threads some thick as twine, some as torn as fragile silk on an antique quilt. The Dominican nuns from my childhood taught us of the brevity of life. Taught us to recite our night prayers, Now I lay me down to sleep, and, If I should die before I wake. Most of my family is gone now, buried in Catholic cemeteries with Saint’s names, in Illinois, Kentucky, Missouri, California. We Americans are born nomads. It’s in our blood. Mother, Father, Sister, Brother, Brother. All is brief, gone quickly as a long-ago summer or yesterday’s flaming sunset that I watched until the last tinge of red remained.
©2024 Sandra Giedeman
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