October 2024
Bio Note: I currently live in Brattleboro, VT where I work for the Brattleboro Retreat, a mental Hospital with an approximately 150 year history. This poem has no bearing on that. I was trying to explore the idea of “heart” in art or the artist, in this case a poet, and how one’s attitude towards oneself and one’s art can lead to a certain kind of " heartlessness.” I have published poems in a number of journals and have published several poetry collections. Currently I am trying to find a publisher for my latest collection A Hard Constancy, which has been very hard to find this time around. It may have something to do with the darkness of the collection.
Every Poet Needs a Brother
He will be a beggar—no, a barber! And he will polish your nails each time you lay down your pen, though hair is his only métier. And he will practice the close measure of each thin line, which grows from your head, cropping them all to their proper lengths. He will think you’re a genius, even though he’s illiterate, for he will believe, as only he can, how the true sound of song, which wells up in his soul, is matched only by your words. And you will laugh at him for years for this simple act of faith. But when you die, he will still shave you, dress you in your blue serge suit, the one you bought for this occasion, when money was of no consequence. And he will ask alms for your burial, because you died penniless, finally making him the beggar you always thought he was. Still, he will gain the pennies necessary to cover your eyes. And he will cross your hands over the hollow place, where once your heart was, but now, bequeathed to someone else, beats inside another’s body, whose brother is also a barber. And in this odd new migration of things, where the little pieces of yourself are at last free from each other, you will find your heart cannot speak to the new body it inhabits. It cannot tell the stranger it lives in to love his brother as you have never done.
Originally published in Salamander.
©2024 Tim Mayo
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