November 2024
David Oliveira
pobizz@gmail.com
pobizz@gmail.com
Bio Note: I am originally from California and have lived in Cambodia for 22 years, retired from teaching, academia, and IT. I have published three collections of poetry, the most recent being Still Life with Coffee (Brandenburg Press, 2022). With poets Christopher Buckley and M.L. Williams, I co-edited How Much Earth: The Fresno Poets (Heyday Books, 2001). I live and write on the banks of the Mekong River near Phnom Penh.
Citation
Of course, the injury was in the line of duty—even so, had the officer not been standing at the brothel door where clearly his duty lay, but back, say, at the police station where the fruit seller was reporting the theft of all her night’s receipts by a gang of street toughs, or at home roundly snoring beside his wife at 11:30 p.m. as in the days prior to his friend opening the modest establishment to which the invitation that evening for a late night pick-me-up had obliged him to wait outside (albeit impatiently) to thank his host, he would have missed the bullet entirely from the disgruntled customer with poor aim; but then, of just such luck are heroes made.
Originally published in Askew 2007
Good Boy
Older Japanese begin meals with a bite of rice to honor farmers and others who sacrificed to put rice in their bowls—a quaint grace seemingly out of time in the fast push of a modern world. As the rains end and the river rushes to sea, fish follow the flow and fishers follow the fish. Boats strew nets to the slow rhythms of rumbling waves and the markets fill with displays of their catches. He’s not a fisherman. He’s just a consumer. He picks from writhing fish for evening’s dinner, no thought of the work to bring this food to table. He does know something concerning food’s origins, coming from where he does, amidst vast farms and ranches with scant reaches to urban cultural centers. Some might ask how could a person like him grow there and be happy. One couldn’t, if being “happy” was the aim. “Happiness” is a construct, a term invented for a fiction used to ease disquiet where no one has control—such as the world itself. He was an odd child growing up: introspective, staying mostly to himself with poor social skills. Stumbles turned into lessons which became tenets of a flawed, piecemeal philosophy that in time, guided the shy, young boy, into the shy, old boy he became. Otherwise, things carried on the same. We are connected, you to me, and we to all. This feels true in every atom of our being though the epiphany seems hopeless to explain. We recognize some of ourselves in the other. We come here as fragile stars born clean at the core, our birth sacs swept away in rivers of Earth’s tears. Along the way, we stop once in a while to eat.
©2024 David Oliveira
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