Harvest twilight balancing the dark gently on scarecrow’s shoulders ─ Arlene Gay Levine - frogpond, (Haiku Society of America) It seems counterintuitive to begin an article concerning light by talking about the dark. Rumi said, “If light is in your heart, your will find your way home.” Most assuredly you will. Of course, the burning question he ignites in his reader is how? As always, the beginning is a good place to start. A Chinese proverb provides enlightenment: “You can only go halfway into the darkest forest; then you are coming out the other side.” During the course of a solar year, the seasons accompany us on our spiritual sojourn. Ever since humans walked the face of this planet fear, followed by fascination with these cycles, stoked desire to understand the mystery of our once-around-again world. Earth’s never-ending circles are classified into summer and winter solstice (the longest and shortest days of the year) and spring and autumn equinox. Equinoxes are the only time when both the Northern and Southern Hemisphere experience nearly identical amounts of daylight and darkness. In our own lives, we encounter cycles too. No matter how far along the path one travels toward union with the One, the inevitable disheartening days appear. It can be as simple as some insignificant dispute with a friend or as life altering as the loss of a dear one. Even one hurtful word when we are feeling fragile due to harrowing news about commonplace occurrences in the current conflagration of global mayhem, can send folks spiraling form fine to frightful in a moment’s notice. Let us uncover the subtle art of transforming suffering (what we perceive as darkness) into Light which leads to the door of our true Self. This ingress guides us to the center, a place of balance known as “the palace of holiness in the midst” said to “sustain all things.” It is the point where space and time are unified in the Here/Now experience we seek in meditation. Imagine how beneficial it might be to prolong our stay in that peaceful state after rising from meditation, as we walk through our lives minute to minute. Wouldn’t it be a blessing and a service to become more in charge of our mental/emotional state in order to uplift ourselves and consequently everyone we meet? The way you live your life is how you pray. Every day, hour, and moment you possess a chance to choose the sacred path toward the revitalizing pastures of Light within or remain stuck in the pain and struggle of situations that are merely lessons waiting to be learned. There is the “I” who Knows and the “I” who refuses to see. The latter category causes us to cling to destructive behaviors, habits, emotions, memories, longings and fantasies. And what really is this repudiation but a lack of acceptance caused by fear of change? These dark contents, buried in the deep recesses of our unconscious reference Jung’s shadow self, or as Robert Bly defines it “a long bag we drag behind us . . . We spend our life until we're twenty deciding what parts of ourselves to put in the bag, and we spend the rest of our lives trying to get them out again.” Unless, of course, no effort is made to liberate those qualities you wish to embrace later in life because trepidation continues to paralyze you at an exceedingly low level of vibration. Like a malfunctioning pendulum, heavy with anxiety, hate, depression or rage, you will be unable to move toward the center. This extreme form of self-sabotage is really the root cause of conflict in the world squared to the tenth power! Therefore, it is imperative that we possess steadfastness so we may become Light Workers. Let us learn to use one of many special tools carried in our personal blue-violet velvet bag of healing. Courage is always the first implement to be unpacked. Without it we won’t develop the Self-discipline required to counterbalance all aspects of personality that keep us from attaining our goal. Here is a simple exercise which if done regularly will provide much insight into how to proceed. After quieting your mind with deep breathing, plan to spend some time with a sheet of paper. Draw a line directly down the middle. Make two lists. On the left side of the line place the title “Qualities I dislike in others” and on the right side use the heading “Qualities I admire in others.” Don’t rush and allow yourself to choose only those character traits that resonate from deep within. Now peruse your list of dislikes and put a check next to the ones that, with fearless eyes, you can admit you also possess. Then scan the list of positive traits and place a star next to those you wish to own. Ponder both lists. Pick one dislike that needs to change. Try to match it with the positive behavior that most closely reflects its opposite. When you are done, consider this. Opposites are merely two poles of the identical concept with numerous fluctuating degrees between them. An important aspect of any voltage value is its polarity. Voltage is an energy level difference between two points, and the polarity of the voltage simply indicates which point has the higher energy level. Think of the thermostat that controls the temperature of your home. Is there any way to discern where heat stops and cold begins? Heat and cold simply signify varying degrees of the identical phenomenon: temperature. Similarly, the speedometer in your car at zero goes from no speed to 120 mph which is fastmoving! Still, the theory holds that zero speed and 120 mph are still degrees of one idea: velocity. These two sayings were inscribed On Apollo's Temple at Delphi: “Know Thyself” and “Nothing in Excess.” The exercise you just completed can be employed for both these purposes. “Know Thyself” speaks to the new insights you’ve acquired into the off-putting character traits you possess and often project on others - until you own them as yours. It shines light on who you’ve been and the problems that hold you back. Conversely, recognition of qualities you delineated as productive promotes the reconciliation of what can be seen as opposites, but are really only different degrees of the very same thing - personality attributes. So for example, jealousy (i.e. - low rate of vibration) is nothing but the opposite pole of admiration (high rate of vibration). The ability to transmute a mental state by neutralizing your polarity, consciously gliding it degree by degree toward the higher energy level you wish to maintain, changes your disposition. This catapults you into your own “equinox moment” and has the potential to raise the spirits of anyone near you as well. Keep at each pairing until you feel satisfied with your results. When you can set aside some more “quality” time, go back to your list of dislikes and pick the next item you wish to transform by matching it with its opposite until the list is finished. Whenever necessary, start a new list and continue working through it in a similar manner. After all this musing, do a few simple stretches and prepare to unwind. Sit or choose a prone position for our “Drawing Down the Light” relaxation. Begin with a period of deep breathing which you will maintain throughout. Now, imagine a ball of dazzling luminosity above your head. On the next inbreath, draw that radiance down into the top of your head and let it relax all the muscles in your scalp. Continue at your own pace moving this healing glow into your forehead, eyes, cheekbones, jaw, and lips while allowing your muscles to relax in each location. Then, resume this process moving down the body into your neck, shoulders, arms, chest, back and so on until you have reached the souls of your feet. Become aware of the peaceful state of your body and mind. Enjoy the feeling for a few moments without permitting yourself to drift off. When you are ready, take a very full breath and pull that orb of illumination down through the top of your head directly into your heart. Feel its glow expand out from this sacred center of your body to fully engage with the brilliance bathing you from above. You have just merged with the Limitless Light, the One Mind in which we all live and also resides eternally in every heart. This is the Light that is Love which, as Rumi understood, will lead us Home. It is Night yet still light enough to discern tendrils of new growth emerging from naked arms of the ancient oak: undulating fingers of phytoplankton, discerningly searching an unfathomable sea of sky. Everything upside down now, all tossed and tussled; picture an abstract painting. Is it hope, horror or honorable intentions portrayed for the purpose of this planet’s suffering/salvation as the earth bears our scars becoming sacred again, boundlessly across space and time? *Phytoplankton are microscopic, plant-like organisms that use chlorophyll to harness sunlight for energy creation. They are critically important to the global carbon cycle and key producers of the oxygen that is essential to life and ecosystems.