May 2024
Bio Note: Several events recently reminded me of the many years I spent in a small town on Oregon's north coast, Manzanita. My poetry collection Ocean's Laughter (Kelsay Books) pays tribute to this town, its people, culture and change over time. I offer two poems from the book that highlight May.
Mid-Week Mid-Morning May
The weary-making winter winds, I believe, have died. Sidewalks start to unroll summer. Two young men in overalls paint the trim white on the salt-weathered cedar-sided yoga - massage studio. The fair trade shop flies its earth flag, three stars-and-stripes hang limp at the post office, grocery store and community center. Sales of winter snuggle-clothes festoon the sidewalks, hangered kites that sway like old women’s skirts. For the first time since October, the newspapers sell out and there’s only day-old doughnuts in the grocery store. This morning’s silver mist tempts me to trust the glitz of sunlight’s promise that life just keeps getting better, sweeter. SOLVE volunteers have swept the beach of tsunami styrofoam and ruined shoes, bits of blue fishing boat rope, the cigarette butts. Sleepy pillow clouds hold out on the mountain for afternoon wind. A bossy raven yanks out the purplish liver of a wide-open gull while ten crows hover. The gulls eat anything, and others eat dead gulls. The surf shop discounts wet suits (mostly smalls), sail kites and marshmallow shooters (30 minis in a reload). The peacekeeper model costs three times more than the camouflage, shoots a sure thirty feet in dune grass war games. May ratchets up the rumble of RVs crossing to Nehalem Bay dunes. I buy Neruda’s Questions at Cloud and Leaf. Do you not also sense danger in the sea’s laughter?
Blessing the Fleet
Garibaldi, Oregon You might have noticed many things that May morning. Light rain. Kids fumbling, grumbling over life jackets, the captain’s dirty Pirates’ cap, how he watches the widow’s walk down the pier, hesitating to step up on his deck, lilacs on her arms. How we shift our bright baskets, making room for orange azaleas, purple rhododendrons, store-bought red carnations, pink camellias, daffodils and dogwoods. This may not have been the best day, showers buckling down, but it is the way we remember waves crisscrossing Tillamook Bay. Churning smell of diesel. Seagulls squawking. Outside the harbor buoys, the captain slows the motors inside the bar to open ocean. Our small village drops branches overboard one bud at a time to an overcast sea, to bless this season’s fleet and the fishing. Names are read to honor the dead fishermen lost at sea. A baby squalls. The captain tracks where currents seize blossom floats and crab pot buoys. The widow’s lilacs linger, drift. She whispers her one dear name leaning out to fathoms, conjuring him in gray-blue shadow spray, churning purple blooms in her wake of yesterday’s retreating sea. So the names are said.
©2024 Tricia Knoll
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