March 2024
Bio Note: During my life I have lived within easy hurricane distance of the Gulf of Mexico, except for a brief stint in Oregon where I learned I really did not like snow. As a result, I've been through many (many) hurricanes, and each has its own unique ferocity and moments of terror. The aftermath can be as brutal as the storms. This submission reflects my experiences and that of others living in SW Florida during Hurricane Ian in September, 2022.
Hurricane Ian: For Those Falling or Broken
The top of the moringa tree twists horizontal as if scribbled against darkening sky by a child’s crayon. Pine needles hurl against my face in sharp nicks that tell me to go inside now, or not ever. Fear snags the inescapable next breath. The orchid tree whose blooms fed hummingbirds cracks. Behind that, the seventy-foot sweet bay magnolia lists left in a way she never did before, silver leaves dropping like tinsel after Christmas on the wet, sandy soil where her roots spread near the surface of a loosening grip. I pray to God for the magnolia’s safety, beside me, my husband who believes neither in God nor prayer, lifts his arms to the tree and asks her to stand her ground, to not fall, to not break, her or us. I plead prayers for the souls of everyone falling or broken. The wind goes quiet with a soft fade as if someone slow and aged carries the soundtrack further east. We share sweet apples and salty peanuts by candlelight for breakfast and give thanks that the sweet bay magnolia held her roots and did not fall or break. Deepening fetid flood waters host rot and mosquito larvae multiplying in the misery of Florida’s long recovery while trees who still stand offer shade. As a hummingbird feeds from buds on a downed firebush, I plead a mantra of prayers for everything and everyone falling or broken.
Originally published in Topical Poetry
Gifts in the Misery of the Aftermath
Garbage swirls around broken people and lost, bewildered pets while cadaver dogs prowl mounds of wood and concrete bent to waste by hurling winds and storm surge. Newly homeless people crowded into shelters, feeling the roughness of unfamiliar pallets hard against their skin, are warned that they must leave though they have nowhere to go. Across the globe, Russians continue killing Ukrainians, but here in Florida our focus narrows— How do we find our missing mother? Where can we get fresh water? Find food which tastes clean on our sore tongues? Shower off this itch and stink? Is it safe to flush a toilet? Inland, farmers search for lost horses in swamped pastures and count dead cows flung into ditches by river currents broken free of levees in two feet of rain. Someone’s pink umbrella floats by in flood waters spun off a Gulf beach once seemingly benign and filled with summer kids splashing in waves not yet turned violent. In all this cursed misery of aftermath still strange gifts are bestowed—the neighbor who never spoke to us arriving with chainsaw to clear the cracked tree sloping over our porch; hummingbirds unharmed returning to feed; the perfect stranger who hands clean water, tangerines, and $50 to an elderly man crying inside his car that won’t start. Then this, a woman finds her lost wedding ring she feared was as gone as the Gulf coast island homes. She places the ring, retrieved from a pile of brush and tree limbs, on her finger soiled by the grime of recovery. She rests, sitting on the curb, and prays to God, giving thanks for what she sees as a sign of hope.
Originally published in New Verse News
©2024 Claire Hamner Matturro
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