March 2024
Bio Note: I have been toggling back and forth from enjoying my family, especially my grandsons, and stressing over the state of the world. Poetry allows me to deal with both situations. My latest books are The Gambler’s Daughter (The Orchard Street Press, 2022) and No Angels (Kelsay, 2023).
Sisters in Crime Field Trip
These women have come to the shooting range not because they wish to protect themselves, or take revenge on a violent lover. They write mysteries, fictions that almost always include guns which they’ve never owned, never shot. The metal is cold, but how well the grip fits their hands. For safety, they wear ear and eye protection, and aim not at human silhouettes, but bull’s eye targets. They’re shocked at the force of recoil, but how quickly they cease to recoil from the thought of bullets blazing through their guns. How soon they care how accurate their aim. They can use this feeling. They can enter the head of the shooter, the heart of the slain. One woman is already sighting on a plot, a killer. One thrills to the power she wields with merely a hand. One has decided she wants to buy a gun. One will never write a mystery again
Previously published in Slant and the author's book No Angels (Kelsay, 2023)
After a Class Discussion of Cormac McCarthy’s The Road
How cautious my life has been, as if the choices I made could save me. How I trusted the bond between the green world and our hunger. As if the earth existed only to feed us, its waters a blessing we deserved. Now on the first warm day of winter, risk is the air I breathe. The cedars, the dogwoods and magnolias spiked with buds, the racing clouds, become a scrim I can almost see though to a future I could believe. If it came to that, one student said, I’d take a handful of pills and go to sleep. Most of the others nod. I doubt they would. I doubt they know how much they want to live. A hand opens to offer a potato. Another closes on a crust of bread. Not in some devastated future, but now, every day. I stare at my palm. I stare at my fist.
Previously published in Briar Cliff Review and the author's book No Angels (Kelsay, 2023)
©2024 Mary Makofske
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