March 2024
Bio Note: I am a poet who was raised in Tracy, California. I hold an MFA in Poetry from Randolph College, a BA in English - Creative Writing from CSU Long Beach, and an AA in English from Butte College. My poems have appeared in HAD, Heavy Feather Review, Inflectionist Review, Kissing Dynamite, and elsewhere.
Power Wheels
To cope in a cow town that dulls the developing mind, my sister and I played house in the shed on days rain seldom halted. I taught her to cook plastic eggs over a flameless pan. Our crayon-drafted constitution— dessert for dinner. Once, we ventured outside, craning our necks skyward. Our dad’s cherry tree— wind marionetting its branches into a wave hello. We snuck out the back gate to travel slices of town untouched, buckled into the toy Corvette, were off like dirty shirts, as Dad always said. The sidewalk shimmered rainbow approval as we rolled past houses too naïve to view as foreign stories. We spent our final stretch of adulthood on a park bench watching sun become moon. We returned home to find our parents sobbing— convinced we drove straight into danger's indiscriminate jaw.
Empathy as Vice
My sister’s horrified whimper at the feathered wreck of a bird whose explosive squawks brought us to shuffle-dream down our driveway— its guts, a forever smear on Linda Street concrete. Older now, I’ve let a fly take residence in my apartment— to grow, ram its gross body into my eyes—unswatted. Yet, when the flea-ridden cat meows at my doorstep, I don’t let her in. I instead wish for regression to teenage apathy—the ease of my dismissive wave when my wrecked sister begged me to help bury the bird, to give it a name.
©2024 Matthew Feinstein
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