July 2024
Frederick Wilbur
frederickwilbur@gmail.com
frederickwilbur@gmail.com
Author's Note: "The Watercolorist Drowns" is in a sense a nature poem that deals with how we romanticize the beauty of nature to the point of becoming overwhelmed. Inspiration gone awry. "Palimpsest" questions the value of remembering old girlfriends/lovers.
A Watercolorist Drowns in Piney River
We have rendered nature an easy god to worship. —J. B. MacKinnon, “False Idyll,” Orion. The plein air paradise she sets her easel to is nothing she has captured before— autumn’s phosphorus reflected in the sizzle of river surface, to paint the fireworks as they last. She solicits the match of colors, pampers brushes, squints to see values vying for their importance. She washes intimidation from the teasing white— not as a broom might declare a room dust free, but knows the paper will be forever drying. In the moment of flow, she is frenzied toward the vanishing point of gravity’s path. She floats that distance on rapids of passion, on cool blues accepting falling leaves of flame. Abandoning intention, she loses herself in deceptive eddies, choking on nature’s beauty. She is tumbled, dunked by real abstraction, the impossible representation. The river becomes a terror, last light gurgling like the breath in the exhaustion of miracle.
Palimpsest
In autumn craft-fair crowds I hear your voice conferring with a calligrapher— rationalizing a choice of framed quotations in either hand, but I wait a moment to be sure, then call out your name to turn you around. Your surprise is a bursting flame— I notice no wedding band. We embrace comfortably crushing a decade of years between us. Time’s erasures, so often unsightly smears, are suddenly overwritten and our emotions made legible. We talk of friends, of families, how long it has been, to leave minutes later with homilies foxing with regret. Your hand- writing, the zeros on your check, make cheap words seem expensive— our memories are not so many chiseled letters as cursive desires we scrawled on sand. Is this Love’s travesty: to rely on the illuminated cliché conjuring the old love-making to simply wave pain away, ending with what-ifs, but no ampersand?
©2024 Frederick Wilbur
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