February 2024
Bio Note: I'm hoping for a Peace filled New Year and less news-watching or blues-watching.
Is Dying Like Kissing Jesus?
When the heart starts to stutter, not quite immobile, but not a necessary beat, limbs like a tightwire act, you might envision a holy figure approaching to say goodbye, pressing a finger to your lips, whispering Silence, as you rattle a muffled cry, scrape your legs across sheets, assuring yourself they still do your bidding. And exactly there in fear’s rawhide rope, its knot already tightened, you might attempt to bargain: I’ll do better, be better, drink less, show more patience. Someone’s bearded face might graze a kiss across your cheek. You promptly think son or husband, but neither knows you’re in death’s throes, so, it must be Jesus brushing by a kiss. But, darling, you’re not dying, just practicing for the inevitable which arrives dressed or not. So today you’ll pour merlot to the stemware’s rim, sip on luck, relieved you’re still alive.
When Sunlight on a Boy's Back Becomes
The boy skipping over rocks doesn’t intend a sousing, a heavy swatch of sunlight strapped to his back, his feet cumbersome in oversized sneakers. His attention swaggers from the roots he ropes by on, down to the water striders which seem more plentiful this year. Perhaps he envisions one in his palm, but he quickly loses grip, his body a balance between composure and dread. Shocked by my watching his dunking, he rises from Deer Creek, t-shirt and shorts strangely molded to him. He avoids my eye, acts as though he’d intended this dunking. Aware how much a boy measures strength by saving face, I say nothing, don’t offer help. He turns, heads downstream. I too have caught things that home in water, held them close enough to know that the miraculous lives close by.
Originally published in Zone 3, Spring 1993
Did He Think About His Foot When He Rushed Into the River?
A man watches his daughter as she wades into the water. He’s a motion of attentiveness, eyes strapped to his girl as though he could forever buoy her. And it so happens he’ll have to fetch her when she steps on a broken Coke bottle, water bloodied, air shrinking from her scream. He’ll lift her from the river, sit her on the beach and carefully wrap, from the ankle down, a terry-towel to bind back blood. They will have aluminum crutches when they return. He’ll help her out of the car, eyes steadfast as river washed stones. “This is how it’s done,” he’ll prompt, then steadying her, she’ll take the crutches, hobble to where her friends sit, tell them about her trip to Emergency, how many stitches were needed.
Originally published in Zone 3, 1994
©2024 Dianna MacKinnon Henning
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