September 2023
Bio Note: Like many poets, I enjoy writing and reading poems about the art and craft of poetry, which also helps me understand and hone my own writing. Having poems published in all three issues of the Yearbooks of Indian Poetry in English has been an exciting and rewarding journey. I continue to love the rich offerings of the excellent poets in each issue of Verse-Virtual, and consider it a privilege to be part of this vibrant community. My goal is, as always, to share my ideas and experiences through my poems.
Sleepless
If you want to sleep well at night Don’t make poetry your passion. The words will rise and fall all night Like bubbles in a fish tank. They will blow soundlessly Into your weary eyes And make them heavy and weighed down With demanding melodies That must be captured Before the morning light Streams through the curtains. Your restless brain will tap out the rhythms Tap tap tap Like the knocking of a visitor That must be answered, Or the scratching of the cat that strayed outside Mistakenly in the cold winter Needing back the warmth of its familiar fireplace. Try as you will Images will flit in and out Like butterflies on the cherry tree In the backyard and, Just as Giving birth has no precise date, The poem defies sleep It will be born Like a whimsical baby When least expected. But not before It has robbed you of Patience, and the power To pray for a different passion.
My Father Taught Me Love
I remain in love with Bombay The city with its old name Still flows my veins, beats my heart in steady rhythm The waves of the sea throb my pulse. My father taught me to love the sea and the city With its old name. I stood beside my father’s grave At the old Jewish cemetery across the racecourse There was his poem about a shooting star Engraved on it with a Star of David, I thought I heard him recite the poem I wept, careful not to erase the lines His voice mellifluous and poignant He made me fall in love with poetry. I visited the old house seventeen years ago Where I played in the garden as a child With all the neighborhood children A tall building had replaced the trees and flowers I gazed at the changed landscape and reminisced, I saw my father watching happily as I played He was standing on the stone steps His eyes like twinkling stars My father taught me to love trees. With broken sandals my father walked the streets He travelled by the crowded trains He rubbed shoulders with humanity He wanted to carve poems on the sidewalks He taught me to embrace the crowds He taught me to love the city of my birth To fall in love with Bombay. My father taught me to love Thoreau He said not everyone can go ‘to the woods’ One must build a ‘cabin’ in the city To learn not to lead a life of ‘quiet desperation.’ My father taught me to love the woods, the stars and the city.
Originally published in Soul Spaces 2023
©2023 Kavita Ezekiel Mendonca
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