September 2023
Bio Note: I'm reworking a manuscript from some years ago called Gathering Marbles, and yes, I've collected a few marbles over the years. If you have found marbles in a garden next to an old house, I'd love to hear about it. My most recent poetry collection is One Bent Twig – poems that honor trees I've planted, loved, and worry about due to climate crisis.
Losing Marbles
I.
During the Great Depression, clapboard shacks of subsistence sharecroppers and tenant farmers on the Mississippi delta crowded together on farmland. Farmers worked long hours planting on poor soil. Their children, often in large families, played with marbles, affordable toys. Today, tilling churns to the surface dozens of marbles. Collectors comb this land they call glass graveyards – for marbles that pop up every spring. One man who hunted arrowheads there as a child now brings his grandchildren to recover marbles. A search for the shine and color of history.
II. I swore I’d never write a-lost-all-her-marbles poem, the slang of cruel ache-fear. Ann tells me her mother’s story, a retired physician at eighty-eight in an Alzheimer’s care facility, watched around the clock. I ask if she sees her mother often. No. She talks to nurses many times a week. Visits upset her mother who accepts routine faces coming frequently to help her, until Ann walks in. Then her mother screams for help. She cannot cope with strangers. III. My favorite shooter marble disappeared, dark blue with four white stars and a yellow moon inside. Round things roll. You may find it when I go west. Under a couch. Coated in dust. Inside a heat vent. Store it in your tin matchbox or in that desk drawer where you stashed a chain of paper clips you made one lazy day. Consider it a keepsie – or bury it below garden Buddha for a hunter to find.
©2023 Tricia Knoll
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