October 2023
Robina Rader
robrad21@gmail.com
robrad21@gmail.com
Bio Note: I am a retired reference librarian, who has moved many times, living in places as distant and diverse as New Jersey and Okinawa. I now live in State College, Pennsylvania, where I draw on my experiences and imagination to write poetry and short fiction in the stimulating environment of a university town.
The Void
Loved ones gather for comfort. We cry. We laugh. We remember. I ride to the park with our grandchildren. Your bicycle hangs in the garage; I’ll have to find someone to take it. The days drag on, the weeks fly by, the year ends. Forever is a cloud, opaque, without substance, but I understand a year – a calendar with twelve blank pages – an entire year without you, followed by another, and another…
He is Gone
He is gone Claimed by Death Let us mourn One last salute Fold the flag Play Taps Lower the casket Say goodbye He is gone Turn away See the valley blurred by tears The sun is bright on this dark day heavy with loss Life goes on Empty Pointless He is gone Claimed by Death We shall grieve
The Loose Caboose
Andy’s favorite toys all had wheels – Trucks, cars, and his most favorite of all, a little red caboose. He played with trucks all day, but at night when he squeezed his eyes shut, he could ride in the caboose. He heard the engineer, the brakeman and the conductor calling to each other over the sounds of a locomotive, whistles, brakes. The landscapes he passed were pictures from his books– farms, towns, jungles and seashores. He saw cows, elephants, even penguins, on his travels. He felt the sway of the car, was lulled by the click of wheels on track, and when the train stopped, he was back in his bed. When he told his family of his excursions, his dad said, “Humph,” and went back to watching the news. His mother shook her head and smiled. His sister rolled her eyes. Grandma, in the nursing home, said, “That sounds wonderful, Andrew. I rode trains a lot when I was younger. I used to go by train to visit your grandpa at the army post.” Andy had company in the caboose the next night. As they passed the farm where Grandma grew up she told him how she and her brothers liked to jump from the rafters in the barn into a big pile of hay. At her old country church, Grandma said, “This is my stop, Andrew. Goodbye, Dear. I’m glad we could take this ride together.” She walked past the church, out back to where Grandpa was buried. From the cemetery gate, she blew Andy a kiss as the train moved on.
©2023 Robina Rader
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