October 2023
Bio Note: I love it when the humorous and the serious aspects of human experience dovetail in poems; hence, this selection. I'm looking forward to the publication of Apartness, my memoir in essays--often both humorous and serious--(Inlandia Books, 2024/2025). And I'm excited about the publication of my eighth poetry collection, a chapbook entitled If Only There Were Stations of the Air (Sheila-Na-Gig Editions, 2024). A shout-out to editor Hayley Haugen!
Exile and Solidarity
Feh! 1. Expression of disgust. 2. Epithet for indignant disapproval. 3. Forceful epithet to signify rejection. —Leo Rosten Feh! was the soul-destroyer in her clan, reducing her to a puddle on the floor when her mother deployed it, spitting it at her as she showed off her just-bought snazzy dress—though she knew it might not be her mom’s true judgment so much as the residue of some stick-in-the-craw aggravation as yet unresolved. Feh! cut through layers of joy—like a warmed knife through ice-cream cake she’s never gonna get a piece of—when she’s several celestial spheres over the moon about a new boyfriend— who’s a decade younger than the doctor with the family seal of approval who just dropped her—and a pizza chef, to boot! and her favorite aunt pronounces him Feh! cutting her dead. More scornful than bah! more disgusted than bleah! and not even slightly funny, like yuck! or blech! Feh! was far worse than tsk-tsk, than rolling eyes, than a heavy sigh; it left nothing to discuss, to work with, to redeem. It was reserved for the reprobate, the beyond lost, the hopeless. It had the whole army of righteousness at its back, excommunicating the recipients of its derision by fiat, making her long for the heartfelt Mazel Tovs and Siman Tovs of her tribe—exuberant as hora dancers ringing the wedded pair in approbation and love.
Originally published in Offcourse 88, March, 2022.
©2023 Judy Kronenfeld
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