November 2023
Audell Shelburne
d.a.shelburne@gmail.com
d.a.shelburne@gmail.com
Bio Note: I am a professor and assistant dean at Northeastern State University in Tahlequah, Oklahoma, where I teach poetry, Shakespeare, and a few other classes. My poems have been published most recently in anthologies by Dos Gatos Press, Verse-Virtual, and Alchemy and Miracles Anthology. I am currently working on a book-length manuscript titled Before, Between, Above, Below, Beyond, which deals with relationships of all sorts and figuring out how to make sense of connections. In my spare time, I like to play with my kids, spend time with my wife, and occasionally dabble in watercolor.
Living in Denial with a Pup Named Pip
Two dogs ran to meet me on a walk with my dog, a three-legged lab mix named Lily because my wife thought Tripod, Trip (short for Triple), or Treble weren’t right even though they are. The two were puppies, the first dogs that Lily ever tolerated. They joined our walk. I tried to ditch them at the halfway point near the house with the three mutts who never stop barking. The pups kept up. My wife welcomed them, open arms. Our kids took two days to name them. Meanwhile, friends accused me of living in denial. I refused to call them anything but their colors, gray and black. We have a dog, two cats, some fish. That’s enough zoo in my mind, enough mouths to feed, enough to clean up after, all around enough. The big one, a bully named Charlie, rubs my wife wrong, steals Pip’s food, nips him for fun. Jealousy earns him a ticket to the farm. Pip stays. Pip cuddles kids, Lily, my wife. He tries to snuggle me, piddles puddles of pee every time he sees me. I resist. I am proud of my fortitude especially when friends mock me on Facebook, laugh at my stoicism. I don’t complain much, but Pip, master manipulator, weasels his way deeper into the day-to-day, more food, longer walks, a new leash on life. A friend declares, dogs find the home they need. Pip slept next to Lily during the thunderstorm today. He’ll do anything for salmon. He knows sit, stay.
Growing Up
It was just a local spelling bee. An unfortunate kid drew a bad lot for round two, weltschmerz. His pained expression betrayed his questions for alternate pronunciations, part of speech (noun), and definition. His grimace underscored his agony when the pronouncer declared the sense of melancholy and world- weariness. Exasperated, the boy began strong, skipped the c, and slunk off the stage with new knowledge and no sense of irony that this word was his downfall and his awakening to just how hard the world can be.
©2023 Audell Shelburne
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