November 2023
Bio Note: I am a NJ Council on the Arts poetry fellow and the author of The Luster of Everything I'm Already Forgetting (Kelsay Books, 2023). My work has previously appeared in Alaska Quarterly Review, Ninth Letter, and West Branch.
Number All My Bones
Michelangelo says he regretted not doing more for his soul during his life. My son dug out last year’s hibiscus root, opening a hole into another time, humming what sounded like opera house or hooves on glass or grooves. Whatever it was makes a good story because the past is past & slowly a hunter approaches to stun us as we lay under the river birches. Fifty-four of our body’s 206 bones burrow in our hands — in the artist’s hands, as he carved La Pietà, the lacerated body of the Son in his mother’s lap, as my son works busily through the dirt, inhaling freshly cut grass, fallen angels lighting the stove to catch my nightclothes on fire. I stopped drinking to save my soul is what I tell people who get this sort of thing, the mud between my toes bringing back my tumble from a car. Michelangelo gave us compassion and no greater love. Splayed under the stars, someone could have fed my corpse to the birds of heaven.
©2023 Nicole Rollender
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