May 2023
Mary Ellen Talley
metalley16@gmail.com
metalley16@gmail.com
Author's Note: I've been thinking a lot about remembrance since my older sister's health is declining. She and I have similar memories. When she is gone, only I (and my poems) will be the repository of family memories.
Villanelle on the Word Forget
Such a cluster of small blue flowers would remember to look both ways before crossing to the next memory. The word forget is as absent-minded as ever. I am preoccupied: Is the key under the mat for my daughter? Did we plant enough tulip bulbs for a risen spring? Such a cluster of small blue flowers would remember debris accumulates until the next thaw braces for disaster. All is swept under the Persian rug and I lift it gently while thinking the word forget is as absent-minded as ever. In this house, rows of warp and weft swirl into squared corners with echoes floral burgundy and teal repeating. Such a cluster of small blue flowers would remember why she forgot her divorce from my brother, asking to be buried next to him in our rectangular lineage, but the word forget is as absent-minded as ever. The gypsy family brings bouquets, picnics with their dead father. I visit mom, dad, brother, place my prayer deliberately. Such a cluster of small blue flowers would remember that the word forget is as absent-minded as ever.
Rhubarb
Too much of the soil beside my yellow house must be made of hardened clay. I dream of rich tilled dirt with ample yields – kale, tomatoes, and tiger lilies. Sadly, despite all my garden efforts, I’m growing puny rhubarb plants. Back home, my father grew his sour stalks closest to our Spokane alley. Strong, broad leafed, they grew beside trash cans . Thick sticks, fan spread, grasshopper haven. My mother scrubbed and cut and chopped, then cooked them all in water to make a slurry. One box of strawberry Jell-O cut the sour to make a sauce as red as roses. For relief of mini-griefs I spooned this sweet atop vanilla ice cream. Next year, I’ll deepen my raised beds and stir in mulch with wild abandon. I still can’t fathom paying cash for what my father grew beside the trash.
©2023 Mary Ellen Talley
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