March 2023
Shaun R. Pankoski
lilyandshaun@gmail.com
lilyandshaun@gmail.com
Bio Note: I held a Top Secret clearance in the Air Force, was a founding member of a Modern Dance company in San Francisco and an artist's model for over twenty years. Currently, I am a retired County worker living in Volcano, Hawaii with my cat, battling breast cancer for the second time.
Time Zones
Here, my neighbor's teenage chickens are trying out their lungs. There, you are already working, deciding on lunch. When the sparrows are setting things in order, making their next-day plans- you are long asleep. And as you rise, an owl whooshes past me on great and silent wings, his eyes black mirrors. I do not feel his feathers brush my cheek until later, in my bed, in a dream.
Fred
When you pulled into the yard, the rumbling was so deep I could feel it in my chest. A helmet, some shoes and we were gone. Flying through Wood Valley, making the loop past Norfolk pine windbreaks that sheltered the mac nut trees. Past bewildered cows, past the Buddhist temple with its screaming peacocks, fading prayer flags. There's a dip in the road and the coolness washed over me like an unexpected pleasure. We're onto, then off the highway, turning into a parking lot that turned into black sand. The wide puddle before us shimmered, then exploded into a million tiny, yellow butterflies.
Juxtaposition
On the way out of my subdivision to take the trash, I saw that someone had run over a chicken. I remembered this guy. He was small, but handsome, with a golden chest and an iridescent tail. I knew it was him because I could see his colors, ground into the asphalt looking more like an oil slick than a living, breathing thing. I felt my heart deflate a little, my mouth formed into an “o” as I sighed and turned the corner. All the way to the dump, I fumed. I speculated who on my block could have been so cruel, so inattentive. The contractor who blasted his stereo every morning as he raced to work. The druggies who flew up and down the street at all hours, no mufflers. My neighbor, a soulless type who, instead of speaking harshly to the man who let his dog run up into his yard, put out a dish of antifreeze instead. There is a glut of feral chickens here, the dump being no exception. They gather around the gate, hide in the weeds with their babies, preen and strut and croon. As I pulled away, I saw an older Mazda parked along the fence line. A little, stooped over man got out, carefully pulled a bag of feed from the back seat and sprinkled this feast on the ground like a benediction, wiry arms outstretched, his mouth moving in what I could only surmise was a prayer.
©2023 Shaun R. Pankoski
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