March 2023
Bio Note: I'm still writing for the Boston Globe, still sending long novels to agents, and still taking long walks with my wife, Anne Meyerson. Our walks are the occasions for these poems.
Sideways Coming Home
Walking down a nameless street to places known only to other faces Alternatives. Other lives. Walking – this time not riding, back from the ragged tramp through the wetted woods, light thinning, angels dancing in the nexus Explorers of the homely continent protected sanctuary of the Eastern woodlands Green on the map last of the homelands in this corner of forever, known now by the names of its thieves, our ancestral takers Hills blue only in imperial imagination, empyrean music Even the winged spirits quiet in Janus’s month Ways muddied by carbon-heavy skies, sky the painting of time’s genius Straying footfalls troubled through muddy reminders of hibernal rains diurnal storms, speech of the gods Wampanoag grounds these Massachusetts, names writ old on the placards down seaside Piecemeal past the stealing chariots And we on the other side, hills, massifs rising, muscle bound erratic hunched amid the aged trees common feet tracking mud-simple trails Weather-blown off course leaning into the curves of blacktop, winding about the stillness-hunted haunts of Narragansett, Nauset, Nipmuc nation Confusion’s rain, wheeled at length to the heave and shout of heavy transit Smoke in all seasons the slow-carbon fever, funeral of the undiscovered side way some old one’s nameless retreat ancient places, elder trees Swing-sets of later generations, bird feeders, lidded cans Stumbling still along the shadows of the centuries Sing praise to all travelers, woodland creatures serenados, taps of evening Clear to the places promised by gods of the sky wrought by the songs songs of the old ones cleansed anew once more by the agencies agents of time that spin earth’s time and blooded confusions
Riding Backwards
on the wrong side of the Age of Divide toe stuck over the line, fell over, landed on my nose, dragged the rest along Oh, there’s a garden path A line, a dividing one, Not life or death, exactly, But still middling, but on the road, last train out of Dodge, See the golden orb bending over the horizon See the tail caught in the door, reluctant to leave, dragging your – endnotes, I suppose Ah, those middling days thought they would last forever Now they’re giving hassles for a payment to ride on the last round-up Have you overlooked your choice of mounts? Are you placing bets? Bunch of losers Do not count the mourners, Do not look ahead in fact, anywhere Take a ride on a mount, a donkey, backwards, taking in every square inch left behind
Nostalgia
Sunday afternoon A long walk on a long beach, winding in among the houses with a view of the ocean Everywhere we go a look at the ocean: Look, don’t touch Walking this sunny afternoon, between houses, seawall, and the brilliance of sunlight turning the bay a watercolor light blue Prisoners released from the sub-zero windchill into the thankful outdoors The senses’ embrace of a familiar beloved! I find I am nostalgic for what I do not know A world of the senses A child’s backseat perspective Promise of a feast of the senses A hominid’s pleasure in the presence of the sea When I dragged my hands in the dirt did I look forward to such days, tails tied to branches overlooking the bay? Or some early day's pleasure The weekend ride, closeted with siblings to a place of pleasure Some quaint, untrafficked route in memory’s back alley some Sundays who was it that walked alone or in company? What diffident deity ruled in the mid-afternoon What meaning, to the memory that fails to arrive? The end of the film when the protag walks a seaside street to a quaint somewhere meant always for return
©2023 Robert Knox
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