June 2023
Alan Walowitz
ajwal328@gmail.com
ajwal328@gmail.com
Author's Note: The theme for June is Addiction/Recovery. Here are two poems--"Dancing to Xanax" and "Sunset"--about what we might become addicted to. "Sunset" might require some explanation. We sometimes get addicted to bits of language. This happens to us in our poems, in the other writing we do, and in our speech. I often hear the phrase "at the end of the day," which is supposed to indicate "in summary," or perhaps, "when all the facts have been collected." I collected many of the lines used in this poem from Google News, in a futile attempt to rescue Sunset's meaning.
Dancing to Xanax
It starts with a pain in the small of the back then shifts to the small of the night. Poems heal in time, not in spite, but at 3 am no sleep in sight and the world moving right to ruin every pain, not dulled by intervention, might as well be a poem. Even the light of day will dim as bright shields we hurl in space promise to reflect the blasted sun, cool land and sea, make it all alright. So this could be the way for us here on earth: Turn down the heat our bodies make--our minds. A pill will make what‘s brilliant dull and all time’s hurts will dissipate. Only then will we dance as one, hands pinned to our sides neat as a page of butterflies.
Originally published in Anti-Heroin Chic
Sunset
We have competed hard at the ground and at the end of the day we’ve agreed to the conditions we’ve found here, by virtue of little virtue of our own. Still, he believes there’s redemption, even when there’s nothing to trade. She, however, will submit her resignation, effective the end of the day, but will never be resigned. At the end of the day, poor is not a color yet we will reap what we sow. The cows will come home, and the piper will be paid, but would you please put the cat out and let me know the results in excruciating detail. We can never be sure at the end of the day what we'll need when the sun goes down, or exactly what we're here for...
©2023 Alan Walowitz
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