June 2023
Bio Note: I work in a mental institution, where for a long time, I worked on a detox unit. This poem, “The Moral of the Story,” first appeared The American Poetry Journal and in my most recent collection Notes to the Mental Hospital Timekeeper (Kelsay Books, 2019). which received an Honorable Mention in the 2020 Eric Hoffer Book Awards Chapbook Contest. Other places where my poems and reviews have appeared are in The American Poetry Journal, Barrow Street journal, Narrative Magazine, Poetry International, and Salamander. They have received seven Pushcart Prize nominations.
The Moral of the Story
So, you’ve been working detox for eight years seeing the repeat business as a curse, grumbling about how the clients never learn, not knowing what ever happened to all those you never see again. What’s wrong with this picture? The pay’s not bad––you’re not the head honcho––but you help people, and the bennies are better than okay. Anyway. You run into this guy on the street. He kind of hops around with one leg shorter than the other, and he says he knows you from work, but you don’t remember him, and it’s pretty clear why as you listen to the way his whiney voice seems to be asking for the love no one ever gave him. He’s smaller than you are and you’re no giant. But you listen, because that’s what you’ve learned to do, and as you look down at him, he thanks you with down cast eyes for the many times you did listen and for the wisdom of those poems you used to read out loud before each group you ran. He tells you he’s been sober, now, for a year––just arrived back in town and already he’s got a night job at the Sunoco near the interstate. He jabbers on about how he spent the year working at the Salvation Army, how he begins and ends each day with a prayer and all the minutia in between, which have helped his spiritual growth. He goes on and on until his speech begins to feel a little forced, a little faster, and you’re not quite following him, so you fix your eyes on the ground as if this can help you listen. Then, . . . he stops. . . . You look up into his eyes; he winces as he asks if you could help him get a job like you have. He wants to give back a little, carry the message, as they say. You can only imagine what your wooden, professional face must look like as you let this sink in, and you think about how many years you were sober before you began this work, but he turns and hops away before you can answer, and as you watch him go, suddenly, you think of Jiminy Cricket. And then, you think of Pinocchio . . . how he changed into a real boy at the end.
©2023 Tim Mayo
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