July 2023
Paul Julian
pjproj@gmail.com
pjproj@gmail.com
Bio Note: I am a writer and attorney living in Colorado Springs, Colorado, where I maintain a legal practice focused on business litigation and government affairs. I enjoy writing poems that draw from concepts in the law. My poems “Weapon Focus” and “Martians Flew the Ocean Blue” were published by the literary journal, Cellar Door.
Ant Mill
This is the frantic spiral of critters destined To a pattern of exhaustion and death. Having lost the scent of the guide, Back follows front as front follows back So the illusion of proceeding in a straight line Is revealed only to those on a higher plane As an endless circle. The samsaric wheel Turns until the last in line faints or, Recognizing himself in the helpless form Of the one who fell just before him, Breaks away to start a different shape.
The Reasonable Man
He has neither the guile of Odysseus Nor the daring of Prometheus. He is the man with a wife And two children in the brick home, Who takes the paper from the driveway And his coffee black. He reads the news Of the land with the degree of care You would expect from a man Who reads the news at the same time On the same chair every day. When he leaves for work, He kisses his wife goodbye on the doormat, Which he cleans only when it is dirty, And she thinks it a competent kiss, Then quickly forgets about it. And if it is icy outside, he does not fall. He will have remembered to salt the steps After learning of the storm the day before. And when he gets to work, He arrives on time after an uneventful drive. Though he does not know it, he is an ideal. The golden mean against which We try the failings of ourselves and others. He does not breach a burning building. He does not swim to save a drowning dog. He is not a hero. He is merely perfect. He does not rankle the order of the world. He is the order of the world. He dies an ordinary man. Even then, he outlives us all.
Getting Older
We thought we were exempt. We thought we had been born Straight from the rib of Adam, That nothing had preceded us But God himself and that nothing Would follow us but our new miracles. We thought the wisdom Of our fathers wrongly named, Misconstrued against our favor, That it had been founded on a series Of errors rationalized only With the cost of time as wisdom. We did not know that our parents Are not older than us, That thirty-years is invisible On almost any timescale, That the days really are As short as they promised. We know this now and fear That something has been lost. We know not what, only that It could never have been ours to find, That it was a lesson told in a story Not meant to be read, only written. We will wait for those behind us To forget as we forgot. We will plead with them To remember as we were pleaded. A new man will write his story, Thinking it wholly original.
©2023 Paul Julian
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