February 2023
Bio Note: Hello, everyone. Thanks for reading this poem written in memory of Charles Simic and Russell Banks. Thanks, also, to Dr. Elizabeth Price for inspiration in the form of herbs and bread, and to the entire V-V community for inspiration and fellowship.
"Allotropia*," for Elizabeth Price, Charles Simic, and Russell Banks
My friend drives cross-country on long, obsidian roads, the air inside her car green with herbs she’s casked in tall, glass jars. They lean gently against each other like sleeping parrots in a carboard carton on the back seat; she drapes a linen tablecloth over them in the heat of the afternoon. Ten-pound bags of flour settle softly for the journey, a different kind of ballast. Oh, the human elements: water, salt, flour, and yeast. We bake bread and stir basil into soup when we are blind with aching; we map our interior spaces with fragrance and mythological hungers. Allotropes are born of the same element but with opposite characteristics, as diamond and graphite are born of carbon: a thermal conductor and an insulator, one yielding, one impervious to harm: so human, this Cartesian split, though humans may only return to a fluid state when we cut ourselves free of these garments and their glowing. During decantation, a substance may separate, unsew its atoms and let them rise like fish, as a light left burning in a butcher shop may call our allotropes to separate, as oil and water rise from a single ripe olive. When I am old and the light grows dim, prize open a jar of dried mushrooms, unassuming dark leather, washed silk of graphite; let what rises from its mouth call out diamond-clear and glittering: Open me, offer me water, excise wounds sealed brightly over with oil and wax, heal me with jade and bay laurel leaves, lift me into myself, a singing bowl, a light left burning in the dark, the elements to separate inside me, a rich, green-gold oil rising like an escalator into the bright of day. *derived from Greek άλλοτροπἱα (allotropia) 'variability, changeableness.”
©2023 Lori A. Howe
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