August 2023
Joan Mazza
Joan.Mazza@Gmail.com
Joan.Mazza@Gmail.com
Bio Note: I’m still enjoying being a hermit, what I’ve always aspired to be. I’ve used this great pause to write more and to read books again, still writing a poem-a-day and submitting my poems as if my time is running out. It is. My poetry has appeared in Prairie Schooner, The Comstock Review, and The Nation. I live in rural central Virginia in the woods and write every day.
Dreams have a way
of disappearing when we wake. Evaporating in the light and heat thrust into open eyes. Stephen King says they decompose. Some say they fly away to vanish from our memory only to recompose themselves when some key turns the lock to that closed room. A story on the radio about fruit trees, and we say, I dreamed about an apple orchard last night, just like Aunt Rosa’s trees in Maryland. There were bees and my brothers there, before Vietnam, before… before…. Images and fragments linked by words in a long chain drawn up from the well of sleep and memory and confabulation, an ordering of the story jumbled by the brain’s blender. Smoothed in the telling, a narrative to make new sense, a bright insight of understanding that burns. Dreams have a way of showing us the truth of what we are without the lies we tell ourselves and others, who lie politely in return.
Originally published in Screams Online mini dream anthology, 2015
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