April 2023
Jake Sheff
jjsheff@gmail.com
jjsheff@gmail.com
Bio Note: Jake Sheff is a pediatrician and US Air Force veteran. He’s published a full-length collection of formal poetry, A Kiss to Betray the Universe (White Violet Press), along with two chapbooks: Looting Versailles (Alabaster Leaves Publishing) and The Rites of Tires (SurVision).
An Evening with Tamanawas Falls and False Starts
After Dante Alighieri’s Vita Nuova… “He who has no sympathy with myths has no sympathy with men.” —G.K. Chesterton, The Everlasting Man “First, if any opinion is compelled to silence, that opinion may, for aught we can certainly know, be true. To deny this is to assume our own infallibility.” —J.S. Mill, On Liberty First Beginning Into my mind there came the gentle orb-weaver Spider, who, in order to show the natural laws, Invited both the sun and me to tea. The sight of its web… Second Beginning Into my mind there came the gentle maple leaf Whose shadow stepped on sunlight’s paw. Cold Spring Creek plays the flute and make believe. The sight of my ebb Got moonlight’s claw abusing drugs ad lib. There is no way That this can be explained to those who are unwilling To purchase an ounce of humility from Tamanawas Falls; But to the willing, the meaning is clearer than Falls Creek In June. From Tamanawas Falls, I first heard the poem That begins: “Shame is virtue’s hiding place.” “Shame is virtue’s hiding place. You’re just the man I want, but just a man, so half of what I want. Priorities, From this day forward, come with spiritual pruritus. Don’t write off the stars. No two threes are exactly alike Down here. I sit so patiently, with you in this minute’s maw, And can’t believe you’re as smart as you believe you are, Standing so naïve and satisfied with half the truth And even less of awe. If gratitude is self-control’s right Hand, its sturdy stuff is anti-death and anti-hell; both yours To spin and yours to spill. The golden eagle of the midnight Legion is never still. It marches toward memory’s merry Meridian. To move beyond its troubled past, your 21st-century Lifestyle rejected ways it never fully knew; it uses the world To reach for greener suns and fruit-bearing walls.” This Sonnet has many parts: the first tells how Tamanawas Falls Laughs at my humble ideology and idealism, wishing (as it Always does) high art to be realistic; the second tells What love said in evening’s golden voice on the pale Surface of Olallie Lake; the third relates how, after I was Not anointed (ah, but the prettiest protest reduces what Erodes), I walked all night from Durham Road to Dartmouth, Craving bánh mì. I feel like a thousand bishops doing push-ups. I know a large meal after fasting makes a vivid dream. I’ll carry Milwaukie’s most milquetoast scimitar tomorrow.
©2023 Jake Sheff
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