April 2023
Bio Note: You struck a chord in me when you brought up the theme “the fool …” - though my connection to wisdom is a bit more testy. I have always loved the William Blake line, “If the fool would persist in his foolishness, he would become wise.”
I’ve Had a Bunch of Beaters
It was a mechanically sound Corona station wagon, boring as a night spent with a visiting aunt. You could soft boil an egg in the time it took to get this thing up to seventy, feel them struts shimmy. Ran it into the dirt going up and down an interstate corridor for one of those jobs where you watch the dead come alive as they rush out the door every 4:30 p m toward cars parked in the punishing brilliance of a shell lot. Building cleared by 4:33. Last out trips the alarm. I used to take it down along River Road, boom out, swerve back like I was following the lazy loop of a saxophone’s neck. Discovered a church in Bayou Goula not much bigger than a walk in closet. You let yourself in with a key kept in a small cypress box off to the side. Inside, to the left, was a stand of candles whose flames willow when the door opens or closes. They left a butane lighter and a long stick you snuff in sand after giving an offering. That way your prayer stays behind to cast jasmine light onto a Saint Christopher, a Francis of Assisi, four distinct Mary’s, one with a serpent crushed beneath her left foot. That is the way Louisiana is – licked by rivers, flush with faith. A place where you hear songs well up even in its silences. I finally dealt that monkey-shit brown Corona to a little guy from Gonzales on a Sunday when nothing was open to do the paper work. He promised to register the sale straight away, but evidently never got around to that because a year later I got a call from a detective down in New Orleans who wanted to know if I still owned a brown Toyota station wagon. Because, in point of fact, it was a subject of criminal inquiry. I laughed out loud when he said my own special beater had been used in a snatch-n-go robbery of some poor bastard’s news stand at the corner of Hopeless and Gentilly. I couldn’t imagine the getaway scene as anything other than a slapstick Western where harebrained cowpokes hold up a noon coach. Then try to make their getaway furiously switching the flanks of burros. I envisioned a trio of sad sacks back at their apartment counting the haul. Carefully calculating how many more heists it was going to take before they got enough together for a vehicle worth half-a-damn.
Path, No Path
For a long time now it seems we have not been drunk enough. When wind comes with its charge and current we can respond in the quick where movement begins in the spark of the quick. During the dance don't the feet themselves know where to fall if we let them if you let them?
©2023 Ed Ruzicka
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