April 2023
Ana Doina
anadoina@gmail.com
anadoina@gmail.com
Bio Note: I am the daughter of a Holocaust survivor, and tonight brings news of a man who wants to kill Jews unless they confess! Are we back in the Middle Ages? Throughout the world politicians, religious and public personalities openly welcome Holocaust deniers at their tables, in the public forum, in major political parties. My poems today deal with the long-lasting trauma the Holocaust left behind.
In a few years’ time
When I woke up this morning from under the blue wool cover Omama made years back in Romania, I heard a young woman on the radio speak of “white pride” on a news segment entitled “New Faces of Hate.” Of course, I couldn’t see the “white pride” woman’s face, but brushing my teeth I could hear her self-assured voice say, “The Holocaust is a hoax. It never happened.” I couldn’t see her face, but I could see yours, suddenly looking at me from the mirror, with my own frightened eyes. Omama, people used to talk about you on the street. Somehow everyone knew the story of your youth. They believed you made lightning strike the German officer who chased after you in the rainy wheatfield before you, too, were taken to camp. Omama, even after we moved to a different town, people talked of your escape through rows and rows of murderous guards and flesh-reaping barbed wires. You had lost count of how many nights you hid in frozen forests, but the neighbors knew of your frostbitten feet and the weeks it took to walk barefoot over miles of snowy tundra in the company of stray dogs, with only dry leaves and muckworms to eat, and the maddening wind to pray to; Transnistria farther behind with each blood-blackened step toward where you thought your village still stood. And when you found only a named emptiness on a war-ravaged map, you took to rebuilding your parents’ house with your bare hands, and lived among ghosts until whatever was left to come home from the war did come. Omama, people talked about you in the streets; awed, they spoke of you as if you were bewitched, and every rainy day I complained that no kid wanted to play with me for fear I, too, would bring a lightning bolt to strike, even on a playful chase. And you, quilting the silk face of a wool comforter, looked askance into the light, licked the end of a blue thread to better aim it through the eye of the needle, and said, “Don’t you worry, my sweetheart, in a few years’ time, they’ll forget.”
Originally published in Visions International, 2021
©2023 Ana Doina
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