August 2022
Ajanta Paul
ajantapaul@gmail.com
ajantapaul@gmail.com
Bio Note: I am in love with words and the mysteries they hold and much of my time is spent in trying to unravel the same. If I'm not rustling the pages of a book I'm rustling up the odd dish in the kitchen, exchanging ideas with friends or playing with the family lab Pixie.
Images on the Beach
I pick up images as I walk along the shore of life turning them over like seashells in my mind, inspecting them for their colour, shape and patterns. This one will do, there is something about its texture that tells a tactile truth, I slip it into a pocket in my brain, storing it for future use, now this other one here, let's see…um… does not quite fit the bill, I toss it back onto the sand, idly hoping some day some other beach walker may find it of use. I search them for the stories inscribed on them by wind, waves and sand, for the ways they can jostle with other images, fit into a mosaic of meaning, reorganize rhetoric, and forge new patterns of sense and local cosmologies of connections, for the ways they can sing aloud in the hubbub of horns in the traffic of thought. I hold them to my ear. It's like gathering the sea in your soul, aquamarine rush of fluid forms sifting, shifting, lifting the debris on its bobbing waves wringing music from hard consonants. Even if you remove seashells from the sea they still carry its surging sound in the hollow of their hearts just as stray images that float ìn the mind resonate with the music of the larger poem where they belong.
The house that was
Every time the rains turned the street outside the house into a river the frogs croaked at night in the ponds nearby, a grainy, guttural chorus, unmodulated, like a song pulled out of its core by errant tunes chasing an impossible score sending that slightest shiver down the spine as hoarse hallelujahs to a raucous, rural reality rent the air. now the frogs have disappeared, and with them a host of things, including the mornings after which made one seem so silly, perfectly ordinary as they were in their dry, frogless normalcy. The house, too, has gone though it appears in dreams, in subtle apprehensions and sudden apparitions a corridor of connections, twilit terraces stretching into clairvoyant dawns, a hollow opening out of nowhere like the yawn of idle hours, old bones snapping, floorboards creaking, concatenation of effects in neanderthal niches of memory mysterious glow of yellow electric bulbs in dark monsoon mornings of the overcast heart and so much more. I miss those grainy orchestras in the grottos of night as ecological epiphanies raining their dire warnings of innumerable vanishings darken the horizon.
©2022 Ajanta Paul
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