March 2022
Jeanne Wagner
jeannewgnr@sbcglobal.net
jeannewgnr@sbcglobal.net
Bio Note: I’m a retired tax accountant. I believe no one has ever written a better poem on the depreciation tables than I have.
Owning It
On a day like today, walking the dog, the sky clear as glass, I’m wish-staring at my favorite houses, like this two-story Spanish stucco, because it’s autumn and the leaves of the Japanese maple are glowing like lit lanterns, so bright if they were bells, they would ring. Sometimes the mind just moves in. Like that day in kindergarten When our teacher led the class through the sycamore-edged streets of our neighborhood. She asked us to point out our own house as we walked past it, but I picked out the ones I loved instead. Maybe one with a gabled roof, storybook shutters or an empty swing set in the back of the yard. I believed in some way they were mine. I couldn’t explain, then, how love lays claim, holds a lien. How it leans in, pries open whatever can be possessed. She told us the only home we can call ours is the one we live in, as if there’s no ownership for the mind, for the eyes’ insinuation or the heart’s unlawful homesteading. If I could see her today, I’d have to ask her, what about the gardener across the street, relaxing in his pickup, eating a sandwich from home, listening to “Vivir Mi Vida” playing on the radio, remembering how his blower chased the last leaves of the persimmon trees as if he could own it all: the house, the yard, the air. The leaves as they rose like a flock of golden wings.
©2022 Jeanne Wagner
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