June 2022
Ed Ruzicka
edzekezone@gmail.com
edzekezone@gmail.com
Author's Note: I grew up in the Midwest, still have that stamp on me. In the April issue John Hicks gave us a broad, textured look into what it is like to sweat side by side and pack into Chicago’s commuter trains daily. John carried me back home. So here are two poems, also from the land of corn, desire and industry.
The 4:52, Looking at Everything, Looking at Nothing
Down Van Buren, flash past bums, mounds under shirts, vests, coats hunkered into what heat they can win between brick and sidewalk. Blow through the doorways of Union Station in a flood , teeming, over-ridden, borne along. Heels, soles click across marble flooring. Intent, intent. Hit Westbound Track 11, oil-smeared, black with grit. A place locked into nothing but the coming and the going. Left abysmal, unnoticed as a coroner’s fingernails. Twenty coaches glisten. Streamlined, every one. Bustle in and put the bum down onto leather padded with fiber, horsehair, exhaustion. When with a wrench and screech the thing pulls out, pigeons dart from rafters into a light so powerful it squints the eyes that slowly readjust and focus onto broad lots of rubble and tawny weeds, apartment backs where stairwells Z, sun blistered. warped, snow dusted. Feral cats. The occasional smoker restless and numb. Miles and miles of brickwork and steel where whiskey glass goes shelf to hand to mouth, shatters across pavement. Gets shuffled to gutter beside old Trib print. After Brookfield there’s a shift. Swept streets, shops in rows, each with their key and determination. Fluorescent light weak with hope and worry and forbearance. Suddenly trees erupt along the way, copses rip by. Yards. Yards roll. Now you come upon the snow-bent boughs of Morton Arboretum. A sanctuary set aside, deeded by that famous salt baron in the twenties. Gem overflowing with oak, maple, hickory, spruce. Designed to be green in every season. Hushed hillsides safe as old money.
Originally published in Chicago Literati.
How Our House Was Built
Our town had a hand pump in the park by the dam. Big red handle, with piping cemented in by the W.P.A. back when legions of men knew how to work side by side for common good. It was good to ride our Shwinns there, pump the heavy handle, cup hands, catch a sudden flow, cavernous cold. My granddad built our house in 1921. Men who worked with him in the Tribune’s print rooms would ride the train out on the weekends. The family itself spent that summer in a canvas tent. Guys with shovels dug eight feet to make the basement. Raised, squared a frame more true than these things builders clap together now. Mom, her sister and their mother cooked all day to feed the men. Mom always said the original, abandoned well out behind our line of apple trees had been covered with beams, boards and sod but a neighbor’s horse broke through years later, had its shin snapped into pieces. To dig that first well her mother stood up top with a rope tied around her scrawny waist as granddad dug, tethered to her. He’d fill a bucket. Shake a second rope. She’d haul up. Dump. Send back. The idea was, if the well gushed in she’d tug him up as he clawed at ladder rungs and at the sides of a hole three times his height. Avoid drowning while they worked to find an unseen source that could sustain them.
©2022 Ed Ruzicka
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