July 2022
Bio Note: My most recent poetry collection is Outside From the Inside (Dos Madres Press, 2020), and my most recent chapbook is Escaping Lee Miller (Ethel Zine and Micro Press, 2021). My first appearance in Verse-Virtual was in 2018.
Navajo Race In The Canyon De Chelly
Fleet of foot, arms pumping, we run towards the first light, our cries in the dawn a prayer opening our internal passages, all of creation before us— the slivered, sinking moon, canyon, cedar, and sage scenting the desert air, watched over by eagle and bear, bobcat and mountain lion. Our feet pound the sand, first cold, then warm as the sun rises, and canyon walls glow pink and red where the ancient ones carved pictures into the rocks of the canyon where our families still herd their sheep and grow corn and melons, apples and cherries. We run because our teacher ran here once in the August monsoon, as the wind shifted from the southwest and brought a soft mother rain. Under a grove of trees, he spooked a herd of wild horses that took off, adults closing ranks behind the foals. Filled with rainy energy, our teacher caught up with the horses, and they parted to let him in, their sweaty flanks rubbing his skin, as shoulder to shoulder, nostrils flaring, horses and human ran as one. They ran for a blink of eternity. Just short of the canyon mouth, the horses all stopped, as if toeing an invisible line, ears pricking, pointed at him. He breathed their vital presence and knew them for the spirits of the high school runners he’d nurtured and encouraged, until his team was destroyed by school politics and jealousy, and his runners disbanded. This is why he created this race and inspired us to run in it, as Navajos have always run, for the blessings of mother earth. Thirty-four miles through sand and scrub up a steep path where it’s hand over hand to the canyon rim, along the ridge and back through red river washes, past willows and cottonwoods, arbors of birch and Russian olive. Deep in the canyon, a black bear ambles up the sand path, and we dart into the woods until it’s gone. When the fastest among us start to flag, a dog appears, an ordinary rez mutt with brown-and-white fur and intelligent eyes running beside us to give us strength, until he disappears on the canyon rim to reappear hours later when an older runner, the last straggler, slogging through sand, emerges through afternoon haze, the dog keeping pace next to him. So with the slowest as with the swiftest, all of us finishing in beauty.
Farewell, My Homeland
After the war, Poland’s borders shifted west. Russia gained; the Germans were kicked out. The few Jews who returned were resettled in the west, away from their homes in the east. We were a hodge-podge community with no shared history or connection. When one of us met another, the first question was, How did you survive? Everyone had a story, and every story was a miracle. Under the Communists, it was hard to find a job, pay was low, and there was nothing to buy. But my parents clung all the same, and I was born in Poland in ’58. In the sixties, the economy tanked. As usual, Jews were blamed. We were said to be a “fifth column,” destroying society from within. We were free to leave, and we did. Still, my father was bitter about it. I never knew why my parents stayed, only why we left.
©2022 Anne Whitehouse
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