April 2022
John Hicks
hicks33g@gmail.com
hicks33g@gmail.com
Bio Note: I'm a New Mexico poet, writing from the southern Rockies. Been published in places like I-70 Review, Blue Nib, and Poetica Review. Working on a couple of chapbooks.
January Evening Rush Hour
This is a letter to people who turn the city of big shoulders into the city of fast walkers, walkers swaddled into dull overcoats and hats, moving like migrating wildlife. This is a letter to people who transform the city at dusk, a day’s worth of office air puffing above them as they swarm sidewalks and bridges, necks and chins drawn in against Chicago’s cold, in their daily ritual of moving to the trains. Most wear athletic shoes because of the salt— dress shoes still under their desks. Small particles in the pavement beneath their feet sparkle to city lights as they come on. This is a letter to those who leave on time, who know exactly how long it takes to change shoes, to reach the street, to walk to the station, and to board. They move to the right on the broad sidewalks making room for those in haste. This is a letter to employers who adjust meeting times to train schedules. And to workers who must stay late, one eye on the clock that holds the last train. This is to the unspoken silence of hurry, and the muffled staccato of heels on pavement becoming thin, brittle on the bridges over Chicago River. This is to all who, if they pulled back their hoods or scarves and looked up, would see through drifting rags of city steam, February working its way through the skyline. This is to the tall black man with blue knit cap, tucked into a doorway of the Civic Theater— battered saxophone case open in front of him— trying to keep fingers, mouth, and mouthpiece warm while he plays a peppy tune. Our stride comes together when we hear him. This is a letter to bus drivers being patient at intersections when we’re late through the light. This is even a letter to those among us, who, if they look up, mutter “lemmings,” then put their heads down and continue. It’s also a letter to the elderly woman in a pink suit and pill box hat, standing out of the wind at the entrance to Union Station, her now-shabby pink luggage beside her, the make-up case open in front of it. She’s been a daily fixture since spring when we first thought she was waiting for someone, a son, perhaps, to drive up and take her to his house on the north shore. This letter is to train conductors in winter-weight navy blue— “CONDUCTOR” across the front of their hats— who, without checking their watches, open the car doors to let passengers into the warmth. This is a letter to the men in the Bridge Street Bar who nightly raise a glass to the rush rumbling by, and to their never-gets-old pink cheeks toast: “There but for a wife and mortgage, go I.” This letter is particularly to the railroads on that day, when they put on special trains to empty the city, September 11th, 2001. And finally, this is a letter to the man last week who held the door open for me on the last car of the last train as it picked up speed heading into the night.
Western Scrub Jay
Magic is something that leaps into flight, releasing its grip from your hand as it pulls you into the first down stroke. He liked to land on my left shoulder, feathers rustling azure, gray, a faint scraping as they folded for his look into my pocket, raw peanuts in a matchbox that I tapped to make a rattle; it made him climb along my sleeve, trust stepping sidelong to my forearm as he looked in both my hands, my face and the pocket again. How can I be so hard to train?
Western Scrub Jay II
Burdened with intelligence of raven and crow, interaction is surrender of part of himself. Not the red-tailed hawk, one wing lowered to circle again an open spot on the east ridge, stabbing its hunting cry, or quail huddled in dust baths they’ve scratched under gray-blue sage. This character, who floods a space with squalls and squawks, chases away all, but not this teen— yet to discover words, the power. This small, dark eye at your ear stands listening. A primitive intelligence. Listening has language for blue and blonde.
©2022 John Hicks
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