June 2021
Bio Note: Raised beside creeks and cornfields Southwest of Chicago, I am an occupational therapist, live with my wife, Renee, in Baton Rouge, LA where our porch which backs up to the rest of the world. Both of these poems come from my recent book, "My Life in Cars."
Woman Hollering Creek
I pass over “Woman Hollering Creek” headed East on I-10 at 80 mph on a rainy Saturday and wake up Sunday morning with an image of a woman with matted black hair on the banks alone, wailing about what I do not know, but loud and long enough that half the town or more must have stopped to listen. Maybe her grief was too sharp for anyone to want to intrude, or maybe the better part of that county was someways related to the woman’s husband and just couldn’t afford the complex burden of opposing him to give her sympathy, risk years of his crosswise looks, curses. A lot of those Lone Star buckeroos are hard-cooked sons of bitches. So she stayed down below the flat, level land, its cattle, its sagebrush, mesquite, in a deep cut where rains run off. Sand, caked mud. She screamed, wrenched. The town listened, and remembered. Talked about it for years, even after she left, went back to where it was she came from. ‘Til finally she came to own that creek with her sorrow. Still does own it by name in a land so dry, so hostile that many of the people there had given up on having feelings other than thirst or hunger a few generations beforehand.
Originally published in My Life in Cars
Teen Ode
Those roads had given themselves up hours before. Lay ghosted out, hollow, except for the rip of our wake. Mailboxes, milkweed, barbed wire. It didn’t matter whose car we had. Who was driving. Desire was the fuel. Highways were our veins. Cigarettes and beer were commas between the hours and the aching and the movement. Girls just as aching, broken dolls. Husks from which woman were emerging. We needed to let ourselves go within them or they needed us, our needing them. We did need them and little else but the aching, the emptiness, and the point of balance a star’s spear could reach as we gazed down from a rock above quarry waters, ready to dive head first, again and again, into darkness.
Originally published in My Life in Cars
©2021 Ed Ruzicka
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