July 2021
Bio Note: I have written poetry through a succession of jobs—psychiatric caseworker, nursing home social worker, university engineering editor, the latter spanning more than 30 years—and a growing family of five children, five grandchildren, and my wife of 50 years. I live in Middleton, Wisconsin.
Lottery Night, 1969
They’re parked in that no-man’s land between Mai Lai and Kent State University, their radio cross-haired on a doomsaying voice of an implacable machine harvesting bodies for war. She presses against him, though he’s captive to a blue plastic capsule poised to consign him to history’s rabbit hole, whether he submits or does not, whether he kills or refuses to kill. Moonlight bleeds on their faces while that sanguinary Uncle culls still another generation. What can they do but kiss? Love alone is their answer to that life-denying summons.
To an Upstart Musk Thistle
You may keep your head, a clemency I never afforded your grass-denying ancestors who spilled down hillsides and hulked in the recesses of my father’s cattle pasture. A boy against giants, I met head-on your thorny armies, slashing and hacking with my keen corn knife until sunlight reclaimed the good earth beneath. Bloodied, sweating, I fought the noble fight. Now you have the temerity to rear your spiky head amidst my pristine tomato patch? What’s the meaning of your uncalled-for presence? If to taunt an old man in a dry year for once- bold dreams and delusions of importance: proceed. I’ve slain no giants and righted few wrongs, yet I’ll stand by my worth, own and proclaim it though the world sees me as ordinary as your purpled mane and prickly intrusiveness. But if to remind me we’re all just thistledown— wind-strewn opportunists bearing our meanings along, I take your point. You’re worthier than I knew.
©2021 Darrell Petska
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