July 2021
Bio Note: Here are three poems from my second poetry collection, Deep Red, which thoroughly embarrassed my family of origin. In my forthcoming collection, Threnody, I hope to embarrass only myself. I am fortunate to live where I love and do what I love: read, write, lead poetry workshops in Long Beach California.
Father’s Mothers
The only man who’d seen her naked was Guy, until her breast blackened to a fist and she unbuttoned her dress to show the doctor. Dead by forty, Willie didn’t live to know her oldest boys would die in separate icy crashes off Red River Bridge. And Guy, helpless to raise six kids, would marry Grace the Tattooed Lady from the traveling circus.
Originally published in Deep Red.
Black Mood
Any tune you could hum, Guy played by ear on the rented piano. But when his black mood settled in, he drank, beat his wife, chased the kids under the house where they stayed until the black mood lifted. Later, two wives gone and all his children grown or dead, Guy ended his black moods with a bullet to his head.
Originally published in Deep Red.
Aunt Velma
Velma married money when she married Red. Still, she stayed a worker, tended the livestock, laid out meals for hired hands. Stayed cheerful too, through the car wreck that snapped her legs like beans, the tractor accident that crushed her husband’s chest, the fire that burned her big white farmhouse to the ground. When she had black moods, she took to her bed with a bottle of Jim Beam. But mostly she slept with Red the rich boy she’d married sixty years before. Said, sex is waking up at night to hear that old boy breathe.
Originally published in Deep Red.
©2021 Donna Hilbert
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