July 2021
Bio Note: I am the author of two poetry collections: Unburial (Kelsay, 2019) and Still Life with City (forthcoming from Pski's Porch). I live in Perugia, Italy.
Author's Note: We used to have great conversations in our kitchen while our mother was doing her makeup. She used to tell us she was a witch. She joked that I was adopted. She had a great sense of humor, but more than once I suspected she really believed she was a witch. This poem investigates that claim. I miss her every day.
Author's Note: We used to have great conversations in our kitchen while our mother was doing her makeup. She used to tell us she was a witch. She joked that I was adopted. She had a great sense of humor, but more than once I suspected she really believed she was a witch. This poem investigates that claim. I miss her every day.
Crossed
My mother is busily applying makeup her veined hand steadying a compact while in the other a foam rubber sponge cleanses the years from her skin. I can still see our faces in that mirror like phases of the moon, as she arches a wicked eyebrow—her way of saying, I see you— mascaraed lashes haloing her eyes dark hair hennaed a favorite eggplant-brown. To touch it is to get on her bad side and I don’t want that, but place my hands there anyway, on the pronounced swell of her skull, burrow my nails in the long purple strands iron at the roots. “You know I can’t stand that,” she threatens, menacing my reflection with her own. She is Gemini, the Janus-faced. Concealed deep in her genetic makeup are annals of witchery. “Remember that woman in my office, the one who made my life a hell those many, many years?” I try to recall which colleague, which office. “She’s in the hospital now. Incurable.” This last word unfolds with lusty gusto underscoring her message: I did it. I put the hex on her. “This is what happens when people cross me or—godforbid—my children.” Now thirty years after she’d cursed some nasty old bitch out of her office job, I place my hands on her hair again, what’s left of it. “You of all people should know I hate it when my hair is touched.” Who cursed her, I wonder, strapped her ghostly bones to this wheelchair? Who did she cross to merit this?
Originally published in Making Up (Picture Show Press, 2020)
©2021 Marc Alan di Martino
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