August 2021
Clela Reed
clelareed@gmail.com
clelareed@gmail.com
Bio Note: I grew up near a beach on the Gulf coast and have felt all my life a pull as strong as the tides to keep returning to that region. This connection, thankfully, has been reinforced often over the years as our sons and we and now just my husband, an avid photographer, and I are able to spend weeks at beautiful places like Ft. Morgan, Alabama and Destin, Florida. Here are three of many poems I've written about the sea.
Beachbound
I answer, “Beach.” ”Ah-h-h,” you say, and detail for me your painting—broad-brushed layers of titanium, cerulean, cobalt; and there at the upper edge of white, accent dabs of cadmium yellow. I like that vision, too, but my senses lap up more. Breathing in the sea, all briny growth, decay, digestion, all wooing toward a flash of satisfaction enters me. And more than salt, I taste all that, my tongue confirming ocean acts (a brew beyond my grasp) as well as flesh from shells and scales that live again in me. If your seeing is your believing (I counter your conviction), then my feeling is my knowing. Forget the darkening, the film of grit and salt; in recognizing the ancient home, my skin salutes the animal brain, dismisses land-locked history. The skin remembers warmth of sun in shallows, the pulse of currents building into air a wet percussion. The rocking cradle’s ebb and flow finds answer in my veins until—floating conjoined with lullabies I’ve always known—I am the rhythm. Your scene lies quietly on canvas, shrugs and sighs with mineral breath, awaits the sterile eye. But other senses grasp the buzzing atoms, commingle in embrace (this place I love, this body divine in insignificance) until the sea and all it touches becomes inextricably me.
Mystery
Don’t ask me why, this harvest of moons in bright September. Studding the beach like cabochons, each moon jelly holds a lucky clover of pink inside, four horseshoes etched in sea glass, fitting amulets for a being without a brain. All month they glow on the shore as you and I take our pondering walks —alone, together, or alone together. Beautiful, doomed, they dry in the wind, tentacles tangled in foam. Their vitals afloat in a paperweight dome we peer into, looking for some answer to be pinned down, held firm in the clarity of morning light.
Pelicans
I’m done with tidy v’s of southbound geese, cursors skimming a screen of sky. All day I’ve watched water birds of a different feather, sturdy and brown, flocked loosely together behind a leader with purpose, if not style. The pelicans manage flight. The ready totes beneath their beaks, de-salting glands above their eyes, their size, these I admire, but I love most the way they fly: their rising beat, beat, beat, beat, beat, then drop and long g l i d e just inches above the sea. The casual u or sloppy j behind the rushing leader sails in reckless aviation, wings splayed, catching surface lift from flashing water. Oddly, I’m reminded of second grade, of cheerful Mrs. Floyd with swinging jowls, teaching us the Virginia Reel, the Grand March, filling up the gym with old Victrola tunes while we clumsy kids of the 1950s learned to keep the beat, to follow leaders at a trusting pace, something we might later use in some unimagined place, each time we advanced with signs, banners, or rifles.
©2021 Clela Reed
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