November 2020
Irving Feldman
flefty@gmail.com
flefty@gmail.com
Bio Note: Born and raised in Coney Island, I'm a Coney Island patriot. And a squash racquets fanatic. My headstone
is to read, "One More Game?" Recent books include Collected Poems 1954-2004 Schocken Books 2004 and Usable Truths:
Aphorisms & Observations Waywiser Press 2019.
Author's Note: "Genealogy" and "In the Eye of the Needle" are the first and third of the four poems making up "Family History." Nacht und Nebel ("night and fog") was a Nazi extermination campaign in France.
Author's Note: "Genealogy" and "In the Eye of the Needle" are the first and third of the four poems making up "Family History." Nacht und Nebel ("night and fog") was a Nazi extermination campaign in France.
Geneology
My family tree is mist and darkness. Century after century, one lay upon the other begetting me. Then my millennium in marshes and wandering obscurity revealed my heritage: monster, I lack immortality, my race is superfluous on earth. The last, the final generation —after me no other, or someone else— I lay down on top of death. We keep our appointments with fate, even if fate does not; though no one came to kill me, I died. I the ghost that I begot. My tree is night and fog.
In the Eye of the Needle
Up on chairs as if they were floating toward the kitchen ceiling, two sisters are having hems set to the season's height, to the middle of the knee, and no higher, though they beg for half an inch, a quarter. Robust and red-haired, they are two angels beaming and grinning so they could never blow the marvelous clarions their cheeks imply —and I, fang still tender, venom milky, small serpent smitten, witless with pleasure, idling, moving my length along, spying, summoned to Paradise by giggling and chatter. I saw this all in the needle's eye—before time put it out— compressed to two girls' gazes, hazel-eyed and blue-eyed, one gentle, one imperious, the soul at focus in its instant of sight, expressive, shining there, revealed; the seed of light flew down, a spark, two bits of human seeing, and lay upon my heap of gazes, bliss inexhaustibly blazing.
©2020 Irving Feldman
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