December 2020
Bio Note: My poem-a-day 2020 journal ran into election week last month with all its attendant
anxieties. These poems reflect the anxiety of going to bed when things looked bad and fearing to hear the
worst in the morning, and a couple of responses to the eventual result. I began publishing poetry five years
ago when the late Firestone Feinberg accepted a handful of poems for Verse-Virtual. Lately I'm trying to write
a poem every day, work on a novel about Thoreau, and file one story a week for the Boston Globe. For poems,
flower pics, and occasional politics see www.prosegarden.blogspot.com.
The Morning After the Morning After
I’m stepping back from the ledge. The view from there is sickening, a landscape roamed by entitled monsters on whom we have pinned badges of honor for so much crapping on the landscape. Specimen days in a ravaged land: sticks with dead flowers, stones with the faces of people one might have known. Today, a week from a killing freeze, the sun shines on the still-breathing leaves and the compost bin keeps churning. We walk the edges of a fault line burned by the frost of a dead man’s embraces, watching spellbound as the monster bleeds out, but dare not yet descend into the pit. 11.05.20
There Will Be Consequences
Now let us deal with the others, the enablers of the old regime. First thoughts, anyone? Yes, I do recall, we have on record a proposal for a guillotine in Lafayette Park -- and, oh, such a wide pool of candidates choosing, perhaps, to say goodbye with their boots on, and so much more humane than the slow strangulation of oblivion. Names? Of course. Who doesn’t have a little list? They never will be missed. We’re only speaking in fun, understand, unlike the authors of the children’s concentration camps, the supremely white policy-poobahs, the coat-hanger judges, the gang of fossils still burning forests, decapitating mountains to dig up their favorite pollutant product-additives – Or, perhaps, only—I say again—in the spirit of jest, how about a Walk-Through Desert theme park, water rationed, food a mere hunger-dream, armed harassers snooping after you, destroying the parcels angels secretly hid for you, and then another wire fence, uniformed screws, followed by a purgatorial return to the birthplace of suffering? And how about some actual Dante-esque justice for those who glory in inflicting pain on others? Merely a devilish temptation, I know, but might the truly higher judges gavel it through? 11.07.20
That November Feeling
That soft twilight, warm evening feeling, right on top of the gut-check fragility that comes from not having the storm windows up, or wood to burn, or any place to burn it The last cricket The first winter bird The sophisticated half-tones of dying leaves who know how to put on a show and still, after all these years, haven’t gone complacent and given in to the temptation to show all their tricks at the first spell of forecast-panic and say, ‘There, are you happy?” No, too much self-respect, in trees, if not always in bipeds Somebody’s Dad walking home Evening now, it gets late early and so suddenly, the peach-fuzz pink of the gently fading sky like the remark you wish to extend, like an offering, like a jewel, at the lighting of the lights, but can’t quite polish The ‘turn’ that turns once again to teach you everything you need to know about turning Oh my–thank goodness!– back here again. 11.06.20
©2020 Robert Knox
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