May 2016
John Allman
vikkat2@aol.com
vikkat2@aol.com
I retired from teaching college English and literature and science fiction in 1997, to spend more time writing. Since then I've managed to publish three books of poetry, two chapbooks, and a book of short stories (A Fine Romance, from Quale Press, late in 2016). Now I'm working on my second New & Selected Poems, Deep Breath: New & Selected Poems 2004-2016. I'll be looking for a publisher. Every writer needs a writer friend, with whom he or she can share a manuscript, exchange views, appreciations or sorrows. That reminds us that we are humans in a shared enterprise of compassion and imagination. Also that poetry is a form of play. I have no website, but the best way to learn what I've done or am doing and to get free links to much of my work, go to my Wikipedia entry "John Allman Poet."
Author's Note: For years I've been familiar with the various paintings of Jacob wrestling the angel, without really having a keen sense of Jacob and Esau's human story behind the wrestling. I got that when I read Longing for the Blessing: Poems and Prose by Judith Sarah Schmidt (published by Time Being Books.) |
Jacob’s Limp
Who wouldn’t have a bad hip on his way across the river
Jabbok. Eleven children, two wives, your fourteen years
behind you with an uncle who lied. But this angel is no
fib. When it turns toward the sun, it seems a woman,
an erotic hand on your waist, burning, slipping down,
or it’s a masculine grip on your hip bone like a prophecy
that must, absolutely must be fulfilled. And now such
hair that you tear away in your fist, such tangible light,
an angel scalp the brightness of sunrise, turning red with
this struggle. Years of walking slantwise, of forgetting
mother’s schemes, father’s blindness, what can an even
gait achieve that your swap of lentils for a brother’s
birthright did without effort? Instinct just a red-furred
body trying to make more of itself, your hope that two
people, his and yours, forgive, embrace. You almost hear
an angel’s voice. Maybe God’s. Or it’s Esau weeping.
First published in Blackbird Fall 2015
©2016 John Allman
©2016 John Allman