July 2016
John Allman
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I left teaching 19 years ago, to write more, but my average rate for books hasn't changed. It's still about 4 years to complete a collection of poetry or fiction. So what's the hurry?
Note: During the attempt to remove Whitman’s brain for storage in a jar, the brain was accidentally dropped to the floor and broke into many pieces.
On the Removal of Whitman's Brain
It must have shimmered, sloped like an island,
something of Paumanok’s tides caught in crevices
where it heard the call of that widowed Alabama
bird, its folds like the negligent field of his woolen
comforter, a gray mass shifting toward the scent of
lilacs, quivering in the technician’s hand, as if his
trepanned ghost held a butterfly to light that shone
from his eyes, through his spirit’s vague walk, his
ego’s envelope torn from this dismal flab, this hump
of metric custard measured by trembling fingers,
as if Mickle Street, noisy Camden, industrial fumes
drifting across the river into an upstairs window,
were memories too heavy for the analytic balance,
all those hours he lay on the floor, unable to move,
his untidy papers, reproachful letters, a garrulous
trail toward the doorway he wished he could stand in,
waving sadly like Lincoln, eyelids working rapidly
until smog cleared from the unaccustomed couplet
of his lips, words running free, like that woman
watching twenty-eight men bathing in the river,
her astral body splashing beside them, slight hands
the measure of bulging white bellies, thrill of
touch. Alas, the bunched ganglia, the glowing
pinpoint of his hearing, the lingua franca of each
groove and gnarl, alas, alas, it must have rolled
when it hit the floor, surging against gravity,
heaving westward, it must have formed like a
flower about its clipped medulla, gone flat
as a nebula seen edge-on, suddenly swelling,
attracting dust motes, round knobs of drawers
pulled open, water sloshing upward in beakers,
everything unfastened flying toward it, tumbling
the way planets fall into a dead sun.
First published in The Quarterly.
Note: René Magritte’s mother drowned herself when he was thirteen. She was found with her dress up over her face.
Memories of Magritte
You imagine her dress transparent, that woman
as she strides past your stopped tram, baguettes
upright in a white paper bag, a drowned mother
brought back in flesh tones peculiar to afternoon
light after a game of chess in the park. And in the
shadow of a half-drawn curtain, at your easel,
the painter nude, the painter tingling from a child’s
memory of mother’s body, ingenuous and direct
in accuracy of thighs, buttocks lengthened into
the long axis of fish, the shadow beneath her left
breast like darkness of a mouth about to speak.
Vowels and feather and black reflections of your
half-finished coffee now a poster of peacocks
and conch shells, a half-retrieved summer
when she slipped out of a purple maillot gleaming
in moonlight on the porch, and you wake half-erect,
counting nicks in a molding, enumerating slats
in the blind, coins distributed on the bureau. A
woman walks through an arched silhouette, into
your mise-en-scène, curled shavings of wood
heard hissing from the carpenter’s plane. She
brushes past and you feel the hair rising on the
back of your neck easel + loss + silhouette
you feel the coarse fragments of mortar from
that bridge they found her under, your feet muddied,
the cloth covering her face. Her realness like the
sudden green glint of 1930’s glass etched with
avocados and pears, her footfall the echo of breaking
branches, her scent the humid interior of bromeliads.
First published in The Wallace Stevens Journal.
Note: During the attempt to remove Whitman’s brain for storage in a jar, the brain was accidentally dropped to the floor and broke into many pieces.
On the Removal of Whitman's Brain
It must have shimmered, sloped like an island,
something of Paumanok’s tides caught in crevices
where it heard the call of that widowed Alabama
bird, its folds like the negligent field of his woolen
comforter, a gray mass shifting toward the scent of
lilacs, quivering in the technician’s hand, as if his
trepanned ghost held a butterfly to light that shone
from his eyes, through his spirit’s vague walk, his
ego’s envelope torn from this dismal flab, this hump
of metric custard measured by trembling fingers,
as if Mickle Street, noisy Camden, industrial fumes
drifting across the river into an upstairs window,
were memories too heavy for the analytic balance,
all those hours he lay on the floor, unable to move,
his untidy papers, reproachful letters, a garrulous
trail toward the doorway he wished he could stand in,
waving sadly like Lincoln, eyelids working rapidly
until smog cleared from the unaccustomed couplet
of his lips, words running free, like that woman
watching twenty-eight men bathing in the river,
her astral body splashing beside them, slight hands
the measure of bulging white bellies, thrill of
touch. Alas, the bunched ganglia, the glowing
pinpoint of his hearing, the lingua franca of each
groove and gnarl, alas, alas, it must have rolled
when it hit the floor, surging against gravity,
heaving westward, it must have formed like a
flower about its clipped medulla, gone flat
as a nebula seen edge-on, suddenly swelling,
attracting dust motes, round knobs of drawers
pulled open, water sloshing upward in beakers,
everything unfastened flying toward it, tumbling
the way planets fall into a dead sun.
First published in The Quarterly.
Note: René Magritte’s mother drowned herself when he was thirteen. She was found with her dress up over her face.
Memories of Magritte
You imagine her dress transparent, that woman
as she strides past your stopped tram, baguettes
upright in a white paper bag, a drowned mother
brought back in flesh tones peculiar to afternoon
light after a game of chess in the park. And in the
shadow of a half-drawn curtain, at your easel,
the painter nude, the painter tingling from a child’s
memory of mother’s body, ingenuous and direct
in accuracy of thighs, buttocks lengthened into
the long axis of fish, the shadow beneath her left
breast like darkness of a mouth about to speak.
Vowels and feather and black reflections of your
half-finished coffee now a poster of peacocks
and conch shells, a half-retrieved summer
when she slipped out of a purple maillot gleaming
in moonlight on the porch, and you wake half-erect,
counting nicks in a molding, enumerating slats
in the blind, coins distributed on the bureau. A
woman walks through an arched silhouette, into
your mise-en-scène, curled shavings of wood
heard hissing from the carpenter’s plane. She
brushes past and you feel the hair rising on the
back of your neck easel + loss + silhouette
you feel the coarse fragments of mortar from
that bridge they found her under, your feet muddied,
the cloth covering her face. Her realness like the
sudden green glint of 1930’s glass etched with
avocados and pears, her footfall the echo of breaking
branches, her scent the humid interior of bromeliads.
First published in The Wallace Stevens Journal.
©2016 John Allman
©2016 John Allman