January 2016
Emily Strauss
emily_strauss@hotmail.com
emily_strauss@hotmail.com
I have nearly 300 poems in public in many different places, both online and in print, in several countries from the US and UK, to the Philippines and Malaysia, Hong Kong to Canada. I often write on natural themes, showing our place within the grand scheme, based on my travels around the West. Recently I have been responding to other odd prompts— stories of people and places. I'm a semi-retired English teacher in California, without a chapbook to my name.
The Surface of Silence
–sound is a bubble on the surface of silence
for over three billion years the earth was silent
except for steady thunder, waterfalls, surf,
a volcano — the rest was vacant
up through the speechless seas
trilobites, eels, crabs, sharks, marlins arose,
then lungfish crawled ashore in wet tides
and salamanders and lizards—giant lizards—
insects, all without voices, all quiet
as they foraged and fought among the ginkos
until some lizards grew soft scales— feathers—
climbed the trees and jumped— soared
flapped, rose into the sun
and spoke the first animal sounds, found songs,
called together in vast flocks as dusk settled
into the marshes, and mammals followed
with tiny voices at first, mouse squeaks
and then lion roars— the earth became noisy
an animal cacophony filled the air and seas
before we appeared, masking all the others
in voices of fire making metal— machines,
wars, progress, destruction.
My Voice Disappeared
My voice disappeared after forty years
leaving only gaps, echoes of jaded
arguments like waves past the buoy
where we scattered the ashes at sea.
It returned after sixty years with the ants
and other small creatures of the dirt ,
where life originates but too quietly
to be noted until we are in decline.
I sit on the ground finally, open
to such small existences, closer now
that I'm old, their movements reflected
in my new-found words of drifting
and seeking.
I stare farther down, vision drilling
into holes and burrows, find a few thin
roots, dry but clinging to the clay
and my voice tries to speak—
hold the last drops of blood, repeat them
to others, name them before it's too late,
before my voice is lost again, absorbed
into the same dirt that will keep my bones.
©2016 Emily Strauss