September 2015
I am a retired professor of French, living in New York City, taking painting lessons, and writing. This year I was pleased to have two books published by small presses: The Unknowing Muse (Dos Madres, 2014) and Wars Don’t Happen Anymore (Deerbrook Editions, 2015).
Like a Neighborhood where bins contain only stone-green mangos and pocked plantains, where the girl from Seoul who paints your toes can’t afford a churro, where the truck that sells HELADO capsizes, spatters syrup on the walk outside the check cashing store, where windows are darkened by the greed of land- lords, where a charitable passerby finds as many HELP ME signs as there are pebbles on the Simón Bolivar Playground, or bottle caps in Broke Benches Park, where cries of God Jesus Jesus Alleluia Love Love Love issue from the lips of an unhinged pastor brandishing his Book of Echoes—as hollow, fruitless, and repetitious as the overwrought confession of your own dissatisfactions. Missing Boy New York, October, 2012 Cops are combing the boroughs, prowling sullen streets. They flash their brights, and radio a voice he’ll know: Avonte, it’s Mom. You’re safe. Run to the lights. Avonte Oquendo Perdido like a phrase in Esperanto. His eyes, in the photo, are those of a faun that can’t explain, though it knows. The search is on for a gray and white shirt, black sneakers and jeans. Today, they question the rains, tomorrow, the snows. Months later, an answer roils the salt water. O river, rivero! Night Repair I fell asleep to the neep neep neep of a truck backing up along a hundred twelfth street, then up the bank past the monument to Samuel Tilden, once almost President, now wrapped in a bronze frock coat. Cautiously, the vehicle crossed a stream to Riverside Park, where it plunged into a sleep so deep that eyelids ceased their rapid movement and memory was lost, but repair was complete before children came to fill the jungle gyms. The Priest-Conductor Ladies and gentlemen. blessed art Thou, and full of Grace. Be safe. Never go onto the tracks. If you drop something, leave it among women. Hail Mary, the fruit of her womb, Jesus, or a Metropolitan Transit Authority employee. At the hour of our death, use the station customer assistance help line. And if, for any reason, you have to cough or sneeze, please do it into a tissue. The Lord be with you. |
©2015 Sarah White