May 2015
I live, write, and teach in Appleton, Wisconsin--about 35 miles south of the "frozen tundra." I am fascinated by good paper, poetry and the way ink moves forward on the blank page and words trail behind like a snake shedding its skin. Winner of the 2003 Main Street Rag Chapbook contest, I am the author of the collection A Theory of Lipstick (Main Street Rag: 2013) and seven chapbooks of poetry. Widely published (poetry, reviews and interviews), I was awarded a Pushcart Prize in 2011. www.karlahuston.com
In the Cemetery near my father’s house my mother moves finally in her sleep five crows face east one turns on spidered feet bows a black head to sand and seed the fragile hand of a red leaf falling -previously published in Wisconsin Fellowship of Poets’ Calendar: 2014 Man in Gorilla Suit on the Corner with Balloons Was it the smell of fur that drew you to it, years of it embracing the swelter of this day, you leaning on the telephone pole, paw raised to greet the cars that drove by? It’s 93 degrees, but you look almost perky with your biker shorts and purple vest. All work is worthy, I told a friend who delivered pizzas. And yet, I wonder about the dignity in zipping into those sweaty spaces. How many have gone before you, settled skin against skin against poly-fur-something skin and there you are breathing inside the same plastic mask while you ape your mitted hands, resigned to salute and wave, to pound your chest with some kind of joy? What I Couldn't Say were my “esses,” in third grade my teacher sent me to the speech therapist to learn to control my lisp. After weeks of staring into mirrors tongue held behind the fence of my teeth I finally got it. My hiss controlled, no more schussshhing, no darting tongue, I learned to stare at birds, admire their sweet song, the wires susurrating softly under them, the squabbling squirrels. Sweet Ida Too bad her name is so short – two syllables, a third of Idaho, half of Idalina, a poor man’s Bette Davis with bedroom eyes and lips like silk cushions; her hair is a dark flood of waves. Sweet Ida Lupino, London born under a table while zeppelins struck, she was known as more than a face, a body of work enduring but who knows her now? Poor Ida, no more than a red pin on an old map of film idols. She’s been reduced to three small squares, a brief mention on 12 across, a clue for 10 down, a puzzle fill-in where nothing else will fit, a quick blip needed to finish what was started. |
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