March 2015
I'm a poet and artist living in Maine and often in Mexico. I have three books: Guerrero And Heart's Blood, set in pre-Conquest Mexico, Where They Know, poems, and In Love and Wonder, paintings. Poems have appeared in Little Star, The Caribbean Writer, Numbat, The Adirondack Review, Wolf Moon Journal and others.
Words For a Painting 'Steppin' Out' - Alan Clark (2011) - 24" x 18" - oil on panel |
I’ve decided: clear night for the oaf who galumphed into view, today, though tomorrow it might be rain he’ll endure and new steps to take. I’ve already given him eyes to stare back at those who would laugh at his strange, surrendersome ways. He’ll never be charming, my boy, won’t dance with the girl he adores, or be oiled in his talk, or sleek like the cat I hold in my lap. But under the galling neglect he feels, there are wings of a bird that will secretly lift him up. Whatever the case, and it’s mine to decide, I’ll surround him with dazzling night, and burnished by this he’ll gleam like a god, this hulker, this oaf, this otherworld clowner, this surrogate brother, my life. |
It’s All About The Weather Settling in to spin a top of gossip As that old summer-sizzle feeling grows… Ms. Cleary spied on Harold, said to Kim: “Your man’s a cheat, you know.” To which our Kim Then said to me: “I wish I cared, but don’t.” This heat is hell, I said, and took a swig Of Kimmy’s lemonade and, sizzle sure, Saw in her some undercurrent glee; A new romance had come to Kimmy’s shore, And felt a stab of envy she’d the balls. So, linger not, I told myself, and left, Well satisfied this torrid August day, All slow and damp, had made itself my friend. Then howled a bit, to cleanse myself, I said. Silent Morning after yesterday’s maelstrom, when the lights flickered and the cold crept in beneath the doors, when the birds lost sight of the strewn seed and the mice who live in holes in the ground went hungry, leaving their little circles of no avail in the whited-out back yard, when we read the day away and fretted some about tomorrow, now today, ate long from our store of gifts and prayed for the one who had to be out on the stormy road… And now in this dim morning hour of silence, and snow that’s sealed up the earth from us here in our warm enough rooms, we wait for light to show us the way we will be. |
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Already I’m looking across A too dark corridor, trying To smile and wave from over here. And there you all are, you I love, Still alive in me, still living out All your inevitable days, Not ever looking my way, or If you are, not seeing how this smile Is lit with a sad brightness, how My hand isn’t really waving, But more a reaching out to touch Your own, wanting to be back there In that old place I used to live And not so very long ago, In that old country called desire. |
©2015 Alan Clark