December 2015
j.lewis
jim.lewis@jimbabwe.com
jim.lewis@jimbabwe.com
I am a poet, musician, and nurse practitioner. My poetry and music reflect the difficulty and joy of human interactions, drawing inspiration from life experiences as well as imagination. When I am not writing, composing, or diagnosing, I love going out on my kayak, exploring and photographing the waterways near my home in California.
collection
i cannot read one poem
i read them all
pausing now and again
my finger in the pages
to mark a meaning i had missed
repeating an especially poignant phrase aloud
or moving a feeling side to side in my mind
not unlike the slow movement
of grandma's cake across my tongue
determined to savor every molecule of sugared cocoa
before i let it slide away
washed with milk fresh from the cows
dreamgriever
nebulous details, yes
as in every dream
but one thing crystal—
from far and long ago
she slipped into the script
as though she had never gone
same laugh
same little flip of her hair
i felt her hand on my arm
familiar
warm
and i remembered past awaking
feeling no regret
because what i have is more than enough
and simultaneous grief
because it could have been her
but that was a path not taken
another life ago
and my only question
in the early quiet morning
is why i would dream her now
Editor's Note: When I asked Jim about the inspiration for "plus shipping and handling," he said: "It was prompted by a friend who remarked that she was 29 years old "plus shipping and handling" and it made me think about the way things are viewed. A price is never the final price, people are always more than what we see. Sometimes we treat them as though they have superfluous things that we can somehow just remove to make them fit the box we build for them."
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plus shipping and handling
i took you to the mail-stop store
bundled for winter in
polar-bear-white wrapping
with a bit of plain brown twine
just for security,
you know how i love that
extra touch, extra touch
counter man examined you
said nothing to me until he
placed you on the scale
where you were weighed
and not found wanting
one package north, insured
he said emphatically
that will be exactly twenty five
which was what i had
plus shipping and handling
which i did not
he stared at me absently
waiting for a dollar more
stared as i carried you
out the door and all the way
home where i debated gutting you
slitting the polar belly
to extract something
superfluous
i took you to the mail-stop store
bundled for winter in
polar-bear-white wrapping
with a bit of plain brown twine
just for security,
you know how i love that
extra touch, extra touch
counter man examined you
said nothing to me until he
placed you on the scale
where you were weighed
and not found wanting
one package north, insured
he said emphatically
that will be exactly twenty five
which was what i had
plus shipping and handling
which i did not
he stared at me absently
waiting for a dollar more
stared as i carried you
out the door and all the way
home where i debated gutting you
slitting the polar belly
to extract something
superfluous
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