July 2018
Michele Stepto
michele.stepto@yale.edu
michele.stepto@yale.edu
Note: I'm usually in Vermont on Independence Day attending the Bristol Parade with an old friend, Lindsey. It's a dumbfoundingly enjoyable procession of floats and fire engines from all over the state which I wouldn't miss, except if it's raining hard. Which it was in 2009, when I sent Lindsey "4th of July in Vermont" instead. Just as I was finishing it, the sun came out. As for "Celebrate," it was written following the inauguration of our current president and first published in January, 2017 in Michael Broder's What Rough Beast (indolentbooks. com). The subject speaks haltingly for itself.
4th of July in Vermont
for Lindsey
Dear Friend, I am so sorry
I will miss seeing
the Bristol parade this holiday
with you. It’s raining again where we are
and when it isn’t
it’s about to rain again. Here
comes the rain! Robert says
and I look up
expecting to see the meadow grass
sodden and low (will it ever
be cut this year?
I know it won’t, not if it never
stops raining), expecting to see
rain on the deck
the drops dancing like stars in a wet sky
as they go out, but instead I find
light on the woodbox
where the sun has decided to shine
on my side of the house.
Celebrate
with everything shut down
in a tight little box no
words for it for the rage
my fellow citizens
who used to be wise
turns out your wisdom
was a full belly
which tells no lies
or tells only lies
what did you do
what have we done
only laughter works
and we are choking on it
everyone has a joke
choking on the last laugh
if America is first
the Netherlands wants
you to know it wants
to be Number Two
it is good to laugh but
it hurts even more
afterward
and the lost words the words
no one wants anymore
jobs worker victim
patriot great decent
and the ones
we cannot find for the rage
for the horrors
here and to come
a whole lexicon
of civic being
beyond use
and only the big words
useful now like treason
tyrant and traitor
and the little
ones like hope
maybe and let's
wait and see
celebrate
while you can
what you did what
we have done
© 2018 Michele Stepto
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