June 2017
Robert Wexelblatt
wexelblatt@verizon.net
wexelblatt@verizon.net
I live near Boston and teach philosophy at Boston University. Besides academic pieces, I write fiction when I’m up to it and poems when I can’t help it. I use a fountain pen—my link to tradition—and write to music. I’ve published essays, stories, and poems in a wide variety of journals. My most recent book is Heiberg’s Twitch.
Inditing
1 I write with a German fountain pen, my chief link to tradition and a black memento of my freakish tastes. 2 I do it on paper without lines. I must improvise; my writer’s task can, on need, be whittled down to this. 3 My hand squeezes the pen too tightly; it seems writing rubs my middle finger the wrong way. Writing leaves calluses. 4 Appalled, I hasten to lift the nib: each sentence a slash, each clause a stab. The paper aches as from a crude tattoo. 5 I write to music, the air’s unstill; words feel half-hearted and half-witted unless I can tell and hear at once. 6 My letters have begun to say goodbye; S goes her way, I denies his fellows. I fear graphology more than reviews. 7 Fountain pen? Inkwell? Oh, what fathoms of hope redolent of moist Helicon! But Muses’ liquid lips tell holy lies. 8 Sleeping Beauty was a writer who took a century to invent her plot. The prince’s kiss was a first sentence. 9 Writing is a perpetual war with an infinite number of truces. I am a coward who deserts his post. An Empty Day Luxuries confer no honor, devouring without cooking. This unearned respite you readily rationalize: I was exhausted, just catching my breath, recharging the battery. I’m entitled. The idle afternoon is so sodden with quiet you slip from nap to nap. This twenty-four-hour vacation has vacuumed your mind clean of daydreams; your body hardly strains against gravity, wallowing in nothingness, like a blinking hippo nostril-deep in mud. Yet nobody chides, no one objects. Is that why the residue of the day is a petty prick of shame? It’s no hornet’s sting, hardly a mosquito’s bite. Nevertheless, it nettles. All the same, it smarts. |
“Inditing” first appeared in The Literary Review
“Empty Day” first appeared in Orion Headless
© 2017 Robert Wexelblatt
“Empty Day” first appeared in Orion Headless
© 2017 Robert Wexelblatt
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