April 2017
Nicole (Lucivero) Martini never met her grandfather Nick for whom she’s named. Her brother Nicholas never met him either. Their father, also Nicholas Lucivero, never met his father, Nick, who had died six months before he was born. Her cousin, Anthony Maraglino, never met his grandfather, Nick Lucivero either.
Rose Esposito, Nick Lucivero’s sister remembers her brother as a war hero who landed on Normandy Beach in June, 1944, a great athlete, a guy who lit up a room when he came in. She’s told all her family’s young the stories about her brother, Nick, who died 60 years ago on January 30, 1957 in a tragic accident at the Locust Manor Station near Farmers and Baisley Blvd in St. Albans when his milk delivery truck was hit by a Long Beach bound Long Island Rail Road train. The watchman had fallen asleep in the early morning hours and failed to lower the gate to stop the oncoming milk truck, driven by Nick Lucivero who was accompanied by his assistant Courtney Kimble who was 17 and just about to graduate from high school.
I was in third grade, not quite 8 years old the morning this happened—and Nick Lucivero was my milkman. For all I know, he might have been on his way to deliver milk to my house in Cambria Heights, a little more than two and a half miles away. I might have met Nick once or twice, though I can’t say for sure. After all, milkmen were denizens of a nocturnal world a kid wouldn’t know much about. But hearing about the death of our milkman shook my world. Kids in middle class Cambria Heights were pretty sheltered in our neighborhood with neat lawns and sturdy houses on tree-lined blocks. Our fathers had fought in the war and didn’t like to talk about it much. Our mothers mostly didn’t work outside home and were there when we walked home for lunch, and at 3 o’clock when school let out. Things went wrong, of course, but nothing had ever happened as tragically and unexpectedly as this, and never so close to home. Yeah, I was an overprotected, sensitive kid who was disproportionally affected by such things; I spent a lot of time living inside my own head; I even grew up to be a poet. But the story of the death of the milkman haunted me and has stayed with me my whole life. Enough so that I wrote a poem about the event. The poem’s called “The Story of the Milkman” and Melanie Villines, the publisher of Silver Birch Press, was kind enough to publish it on her website in 2015.
A year and a half later, Anthony Maraglino was doing some internet research on his family and he hoped to find more information about his larger-than-life grandfather who he had only heard about and never met. In the course of doing that research he found a reference to a poem called “The Story of the Milkman.” He traced it to the Silver Birch Press website and found the poem I had written. Along with the poem, I included a paragraph which told the “true” story of Nick Lucivero, at least as true as far as I could piece it together. Anthony passed the poem on to his family, including to his cousin Nicole and his Aunt Rosie. Anthony also found me on Facebook and sent me a message telling me of his connection to the poem and how reading it had moved him. Shortly after, I was notified by Melanie Villines, the publisher of Silver Birch, that there was a new comment posted about “The Story of the Milkman,” this one written by the milkman’s sister Rose Esposito, who is now in her 80s and who had experienced this tragedy first-hand, and who remembered her brother so lovingly.
Then, I was contacted by Stephen Blackburne, a friend of Nicole (Lucivero) Martini. Stephen had purchased a copy of my book, Exactly Like Love, (Osedax Press, 2016) in which the poem also appears. He asked me to autograph the book so he could give it to Nicole as a gift. Soon, I heard directly from Nicole, who told me how much reading the poem and having a copy of the book meant to her. In her email, she wrote, “Thank you also for writing your poem - my father, who will be 60 in June, never met his father. The accident occurred 6 months before he was born. This poem has given us all reason to talk about my grandfather and has, in just a few short weeks, allowed my father to come to terms with things he hasn’t thought about in 40 plus years.”
I can’t know exactly what Nicole means, and frankly it’s none of my business. But I do know this: Most regular folks—and good folks they are, too—don’t much care for poetry. Marianne Moore confessed in her famous poem titled “Poetry” that she too dislikes it. When pressed, people often say they don’t understand it. They usually blame a high school English teacher and, as a retired high school English teacher, I’ll even accept some of the blame. Others like to quote the poet WH Auden who said, “Poetry makes nothing happen,” this perhaps a way to explain their preference for an editorial that angers them, for a touching and well-written obituary, or a good love story. But “The Story of the Milkman,” my poem, actually made something happen. Perhaps it’s not a big thing, unless you consider connecting with some strangers, and helping them connect with their own pasts over the distance of nearly 60 years to be something. I think it is.
Originally published in Times-Ledger Newspapers, March 3, 2017
Rose Esposito, Nick Lucivero’s sister remembers her brother as a war hero who landed on Normandy Beach in June, 1944, a great athlete, a guy who lit up a room when he came in. She’s told all her family’s young the stories about her brother, Nick, who died 60 years ago on January 30, 1957 in a tragic accident at the Locust Manor Station near Farmers and Baisley Blvd in St. Albans when his milk delivery truck was hit by a Long Beach bound Long Island Rail Road train. The watchman had fallen asleep in the early morning hours and failed to lower the gate to stop the oncoming milk truck, driven by Nick Lucivero who was accompanied by his assistant Courtney Kimble who was 17 and just about to graduate from high school.
I was in third grade, not quite 8 years old the morning this happened—and Nick Lucivero was my milkman. For all I know, he might have been on his way to deliver milk to my house in Cambria Heights, a little more than two and a half miles away. I might have met Nick once or twice, though I can’t say for sure. After all, milkmen were denizens of a nocturnal world a kid wouldn’t know much about. But hearing about the death of our milkman shook my world. Kids in middle class Cambria Heights were pretty sheltered in our neighborhood with neat lawns and sturdy houses on tree-lined blocks. Our fathers had fought in the war and didn’t like to talk about it much. Our mothers mostly didn’t work outside home and were there when we walked home for lunch, and at 3 o’clock when school let out. Things went wrong, of course, but nothing had ever happened as tragically and unexpectedly as this, and never so close to home. Yeah, I was an overprotected, sensitive kid who was disproportionally affected by such things; I spent a lot of time living inside my own head; I even grew up to be a poet. But the story of the death of the milkman haunted me and has stayed with me my whole life. Enough so that I wrote a poem about the event. The poem’s called “The Story of the Milkman” and Melanie Villines, the publisher of Silver Birch Press, was kind enough to publish it on her website in 2015.
A year and a half later, Anthony Maraglino was doing some internet research on his family and he hoped to find more information about his larger-than-life grandfather who he had only heard about and never met. In the course of doing that research he found a reference to a poem called “The Story of the Milkman.” He traced it to the Silver Birch Press website and found the poem I had written. Along with the poem, I included a paragraph which told the “true” story of Nick Lucivero, at least as true as far as I could piece it together. Anthony passed the poem on to his family, including to his cousin Nicole and his Aunt Rosie. Anthony also found me on Facebook and sent me a message telling me of his connection to the poem and how reading it had moved him. Shortly after, I was notified by Melanie Villines, the publisher of Silver Birch, that there was a new comment posted about “The Story of the Milkman,” this one written by the milkman’s sister Rose Esposito, who is now in her 80s and who had experienced this tragedy first-hand, and who remembered her brother so lovingly.
Then, I was contacted by Stephen Blackburne, a friend of Nicole (Lucivero) Martini. Stephen had purchased a copy of my book, Exactly Like Love, (Osedax Press, 2016) in which the poem also appears. He asked me to autograph the book so he could give it to Nicole as a gift. Soon, I heard directly from Nicole, who told me how much reading the poem and having a copy of the book meant to her. In her email, she wrote, “Thank you also for writing your poem - my father, who will be 60 in June, never met his father. The accident occurred 6 months before he was born. This poem has given us all reason to talk about my grandfather and has, in just a few short weeks, allowed my father to come to terms with things he hasn’t thought about in 40 plus years.”
I can’t know exactly what Nicole means, and frankly it’s none of my business. But I do know this: Most regular folks—and good folks they are, too—don’t much care for poetry. Marianne Moore confessed in her famous poem titled “Poetry” that she too dislikes it. When pressed, people often say they don’t understand it. They usually blame a high school English teacher and, as a retired high school English teacher, I’ll even accept some of the blame. Others like to quote the poet WH Auden who said, “Poetry makes nothing happen,” this perhaps a way to explain their preference for an editorial that angers them, for a touching and well-written obituary, or a good love story. But “The Story of the Milkman,” my poem, actually made something happen. Perhaps it’s not a big thing, unless you consider connecting with some strangers, and helping them connect with their own pasts over the distance of nearly 60 years to be something. I think it is.
Originally published in Times-Ledger Newspapers, March 3, 2017
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The Story of the Milkman
When I was a kid our milkman was killed right before dawn at a railroad crossing one low whistle away from where we lived. We read about it in the Mirror and were in awe seeing Nick, a man we’d actually met, right there with the wife and kids he left, inset with a picture of the wreck. At bottom, a separate shot, was the watchman, bleary and ashamed, as he was led from the scene. We grabbed our bikes and tore to the crossing, but it was mostly cleaned up except the street was closed and if you wanted to cross you had to ride all the way over to Farmers. We just wanted to look. Later, my father took us there in the car and made a noise like a train coming through; I dug my nails in my palms, and wished Nick were my dad. That’s how strange crossings are: you want the train to come and kind of hope it won’t. I can’t even see Nick’s face anymore, which I had memorized like a list of spelling words. Or my father’s, which I forgot to study at all. The next week there was another milkman. Then my father was gone and I was a father. What I hold onto most is that milk box as if I owned it still and Nick was going to fill it with quarts of glistening glass. Made of galvanized tin, mottled from the weather, you could barely make out the name “Sheffield’s” stenciled in red, and on the hottest day of summer it was so cold inside you wished you could crawl in and hide from whatever was confusing you to death, or scaring you sick. |
Nick Lucivero, the milkman
©2017 Alan Walowaits